YOUU simply make HAZELL go NUTS

* yawns *

2007-01-25T09:21:00.000+08:00

barely have enough sleep last night.
working full again due to the wagon sales.
was dead tired ytd. reached isetan at like 9am?
work all the way till closing time.
busy folding stacks & endless stacks of clothes. goshhh.
skipped dinner too. was too tired to eat..
now gotta bathe and prepare for work again.. sighss..
gotta reach by 1030. think i will be late.
plus, its still raining!! roarss... :(
byeee peeps.. ohh yes,
O LEVEL RESULTS ARE COMING OUT SOON.
and i really mean SOON. god blesss me. *amen*

* change blogskin *

2007-01-23T11:57:00.000+08:00

finally i have changed my blogskin..any comments??
hmmmm...was tired of waiting for that computer guy.
so, i went in search for the change of my blogskin.
now, i gotta mop the floor before leaving for work.
pouts-`

* wheeess or haiss? *

2007-01-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

kinda surprise i am like blogging at this time instead of working?
well... i am on morning shift today. thats why. ONLY TODAY.
sighss. anyways, things are getting complicated? or simple?
i myself also don't know ar. whatever.
so many things to say. but i went speechless.
how stupid & dumb that is. isnt it?
i am goanna get over it. soon.
sometimes its good & happy to see a pair get tgt.
i believe its fate that brings both tgt.
okay. just what the hell am i blogging la. crazy ass.
anyways, work till 4 plus today. bus-ed down to bugis.
went to pray. and that stupid sister of mine psycho-ed me.
just because she was craving for sake sushi buffet can.
make me spend money again lar. hmmmmss..
and that crazy sis of mine made me laugh till i tear can.
her actions are really retarded to the maximum lar..goshh.
have been going for open houses. still deciding between SP or TP.
realised i haven been studying for months..
its like years to me can..have been busy working.
luckily this job is fun thanks to the people there. (:
and also, thanks princey, you made me smile.
goanna sign off soon. goodbye!

it was last night's walk, last night's star gazing,
last night's swing sitting, i saw flashes of everything.
if only i had short term memory. where i forget things easily.
it wpuld be better if i could forget people like you.
i am disappointed, angry, irritated
so many questions to ask, things to tell and confront.
but left unsaid as i was speechless.
end up bottling up everything inside.

* lies are what i receive once agn *

2007-01-16T09:34:00.000+08:00

ytd outing was truly great. thou town was BORING.
for once i got that feeling that it is damm boring lar..
went to far east find brenda. then walk arnd.
headed to taka thereafter. trained home at 6plus.
did have fun biting her. but now, sighs.
night was a disaster for every single damm thing!
fcuk it man. keep dreaming & dreaming those shit stuffs.
my eyes feel so tired now. so small. roarrrss.....

lies are what i receive once again.
just when will all these lies stop coming to me.
everytime when i wan to get things right,
it will nv be right. what auntie say its true.
bad luck for the whole year in terms of everything.
gawdd.. fcuk everything.

no mood blog le. bye.

currently listening to: ni yao de bu shi wo.

* off day *

2007-01-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

okay. just realised my blog is like kinda half dead. whatever.
work is still manageable for now. hmmmms...
auntie minna is nice to cook for me lar.. hahas.
then, i am still in the midst of training to be a packer at counter.
under the hands of shufang's training. gawdd..
can die. she is fierce but damm funny too. whahahas.
its my off day today.. wheeeeesss...
goanna meet sister in town later for her treat lar..
it has been a longg time since i step into town or smth?
think i am so goanna be broke can? nvm.. i m nice.
and yes, sat, i'm on leave too. goanna go for poly open house.
i miss my baobeii can. sighs... meet up soon btych. (:
kinda addicted into the cheese balls at my work place.
okayy.. gotta go and prepare my stuffs.
take care peeps & tag pls. its kinda of dying too.

* wheeeesss *

2007-01-08T10:09:00.000+08:00

alrights...past 2 days were great i swear. only in some areas.
hahas. on saturday, i was on leave. ((:
so i went to Singapore Poly Open House with nigel gong,don & evan.
then reach there le, first thing first is EAT! hahas.
was damm bloddy hungry can. had KFC.
thereafter, we started our that SP tour.
ken ex gfren, jasmine brought us arnd.
and she happily tot that i was nigel gongg's gfren lar!
arnd 4plus, i left there. trained down to city hall.
walked to conrad hotel to meet mum.
slack slack slack. till i went to eat again!
had champagne which is free flow. wheeess..
face was red. then when we switched to the suite room,
i knocked my forehead on the the handle of the chair.
that freaking hell hurts lars. i was like crying & laughing at the same time.
and now, my head still hurts can..sobss..
oh, we also had a free bottle of red wine. so i drank agn.haha.
kinda high lar pls.. happily playing w the room's display sets.
mum, dad & aunt keep saying me..hee..
then munch lots of tibits and others..
waited for aunt & uncle to come to join us.
when they came i got another bottle of barcadi. hohoho.
i swear i was the happiest. and the drunkest. hahas.
a lot of rubbish words came out from my mouth. hahas.
and my cousin freaking hell tot i was at zouk
just because another cuz seems to be see-ing me at there.
arnd 11, they left. so i left too. meet sis & her.
sis were angry for some damm reasons.
and she was abt to burst for some reasons too.
hahas. walked to 7-eleven. buy cup noodles & beer.
but i failed to buy tt damm beer just becos my bday has not pass.
ROARRRRSS.. walked back lor. damm sad lar.
go back..eat agn..like pig sia.. nvm. then bathe.
after that, i am finally awake lar.. gawddd...
slept at 2plus, 3. but didnt get a good sleep.
woke up at 7plus. as i had to prepare for work. sian.
and yes, work ytd was really boring & time past v slowly.
cos my hp was dead. no batt at all. can die lar.
yupppss... and i swear my hp bill will burst this month.
god bless me. *amen*.

* bites *

2007-01-04T10:45:00.000+08:00

i am boreddd...ohhh myyyy....later still gotta work..
and i want change my blogskin!! but i too lazy..
is there anyone that would be nice to change it for me??
just got the dates for the poly open house...hmmmms...
okay..ytd was fun from afternoon. hahas.
went down as a mail for a surprise obviously.
feel honoured okay. hahas. hear some contagious laughter.
thereafter went down to clementi to visit my ah ma.
i got kinda high once i reach the station. hahas.
*bites* & *scratches* ohh myy.. it was damm fun lar..
cos someone dun bite & doesn't have any long fingernails. (:
the poor kuku was not raped nor abused.
instead, she was well taken care by me. hahas.
grandma cooked dinner for me. *yummy (:
its has been a long time since i have a home cooked meal.
then arnd 8 i left. took bus to PS. damm cold pls.
then trained from PS to serangoon.
and my prayer did work sia.. hahas. thank god.
and the unexpected happened. *phew.
watched some tv and sleep. (:

noh ss!w !' hqeq

* new year *

2007-01-03T09:24:00.000+08:00

alrights, its the new year. so more new things will be coming.
for the first year, i need not go back to school.
hahas. so happy. dearest sis has went early in the morning.
so did tan kuku & crazae lijie. but sadly, they are caught.
and its my off day. hahas. goanna visit my ah ma.
work is fun with auntie minna & the ppl there.
EXCEPT FOR THAT BYTCH.. ohh myyy...
i swear i hate her like hell please. gawddd..
and the work last night is super tedious. want my life la!
last day of the sales, so i had to carry all the clothes to the store.
10 big, heavy bags of clothes. plus, clearing the wagon clothes and packing them.
plus, packing the damm wagon and rearranged the racks.
ohhh myyy...can literally kill me alive.. dead tired please.
after that still do paperwork. left at arnd 9plus, 10.
anyways, has been staying over at aunt hse for the past few nights.
ohh myyy..there has become a lodging hse sia..
provided with food, liquor and lodging.. all FOC.
how nice. got drunk in their hse on new year. hehs.
and we literally went high on playing the sparkles.
hmmmm...many things coming up to my mind..
i do know thinking too much is no good.
but it just cant be helped. so many questions w no answers.
many things happen & some, i see it w my own eyes.
some, i don't. so i wont know whats happening.
thought of blogging some stuffs. but i really dunnoe where to start from.
so, forget it. it will be left unblogged.

tell me its really true and there aint anymore lies.

* the world came crashing down *

2006-12-29T11:08:00.000+08:00

those that were meant to be said is left unsaid.
those that were meant to be done is left undone.
those that were planned before are not carried out.
all that were meant to be isnt meant to be afterall.
things aren't going according to what you forsee.
sometimes, you want it things to be this way.
but it would just reverse and turn out to be the other way.
everything changes quickly within a short time.
for example, a mood, the person that you love and your friends.
even misunderstandings or impressions ppl have on you.
things just come upon you & you gotta accept it.
even if you dream of something really sweet & happy,
you gotta accept the fact that IT IS A DREAM & it will nv come true.
many things to blog or say out. but here i am left speechless agn.
all i see is bits & pieces of flashes of memories.
although your time with someone is only a short period,
but it may feel like a decade to you.
before the 27th, i don't believe in karma.
after that day, i do believe greatly in karma.
people are like that. only when smth happens upon you,
then you would realise and start to believe.
just some random thoughts given out.
many more. but i shall stop here.
anyway, nicklaus kor, thanks for your shoulder that night.
i thought i would be left alone walking in town.
if you had not encouraged me to take bus with you,
i guess i would be walking aimlessly all the way to suntec.
haven been eating much.
the usual 3 meals went down to 2 meals & now, only a meal.
got a damm bad gastric last night. it sucks totally.
but whatever, no appetite too.
everything is just relvoving & turning round & round for me.
be it friends or family or whatever matters that relates to me.
and work seriously sucks when that bloody bytch is arnd.
F.C.U.K

* yeappieee *

2006-12-27T14:09:00.000+08:00

ohhh mans....finally i am able to blog & use the darn internet.
switched on my computer since 11plus.
and it just dun wan let me use the internet.
finaaly, i'm able to use it now. wheeesss....
i'm about to die of boredem larr..goshhh...
its my day off. hehs. going out later..
lalalalasss.. arent going for the class gathering..
hhmmmms...i dunnoe why either...
anyway, work is getting more & more boring..
more sucky cos of the dumb rules & regulations.
roarrrssss...whatever..i shall continue working..
this year christmas sucks totally..its just another day for me.
but whatever.. don't botherr..
things are happening way too much & too fast..
what happened between us? i dunnoe.
i really cant think of anything that made you be disappointed in me.
come on. tell me straight. what is it?? its terrible.
for both family & friends matters i am so back-dated.
all because of my work. and now, i am sick. ohh heavens..

you seem to become a pillar of my support,
a pillow to lie on and my maid!! hahas. (:

* tired *

2006-12-21T10:14:00.000+08:00

just came back from chalet..ohh myy..
dead tiredd...and yet i need to work later..
rahhhhhsss...okaysss...
big quarrel last night..but whatever.
sighss...having a headache now...
okayy..too tired to blogg..good night peeps. (:

* rahhhh *

2006-12-20T17:10:00.000+08:00

wheeeeesss.. okayys... haven been blogging..
goanna be dead i suppose..hahas..
anyways, its my off day today!! yays!!
hahas. going for chalet laterr...hahas.
so far, work has been fine and fun...
except that got scolded by a customer for no good reason.
okayss..and its has been raining these few days..
oh myy..giving me all the shivers and chills..goshhh.
hmmmmm...dunnoe what to blog... i m bored...

LIM GUI HE, I MISS YOU!
FASTER CONTACT ME PLEASEEEE. (:

* i am back! *

2006-12-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!! I'm finally back after a week. (:
hahas. alrights. landed this afternoon.
overall, the whole trip was GREAT. not 100% but 90%.
hahas. enjoyed myself a alot. ohh myyy...
nv felt so happy like this for such a long time.
and, obviously, went there to shop.
i and sis literally shop like mad. gawddd...
bargain like siao and end up with many shopping bags.
plus, every night drinkings with cousins and family.
and my face will just turn red. hahas.
the best part is the mixture of alcohols, beer and liquor.
its just so woo lala. whee wheee..
bought many clothes, 2 pair of shoes and small little stuffs.
and there do have many bungs too..
some are really cant make it. some are wow.
and obviously, many bisexuals. hahas.
there is one guy cum girl impressed us alot.
he is really cute & funny. ohh myy... hahas.
yupps. shall end here. and yes, i miss everyone! (:

* hmmmm *

2006-12-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

alrights, second post for the day..hmmmmss..
work was alright..lots of chit-chatting.. hahas..
customers were fine n nice. (only for some)
hahas. at least sales today were much better.
was bored as there werent any customers.
so as usual, helped out at cashier counter. yes.
and i learnt how to use tt movable steam iron.
it looks like a vacuum cleaner lar!! hahhas. (:
wanted to leave earlier. but got one stupid customer come so late.
then last minute try the clothes. so cant leave.
roarrrsss.. but at least she bought it.
though only $10. hmmmms...
staying over at aunt hse.ate maggi noodles & fruits. *yummy*
tml not working!! yeapiee....wheeeess...
just called guihe just now. poor her. how sway lar..
baobeii..meet me soon okay!!! i miss you lar..

you said you will be online tonight.
in the end, you are not. what the...
when i am online, you are not..hrmphs.
faster get your ass back to spore lar!!

[currently hearing to: imagine me without you.]

* thailand...here i come! *

2006-12-05T09:57:00.000+08:00

just woken up by a damm phone call..oh myyy..
so tired lar...rahhhhh..waking up to see no one else at home.
except me, myself and I. how sad.
hmmmm..think goanna skip breakfast again..
have been having 2 meals ever since i work lar..
parents say i thin down le..but i dun really think so though.
hmmmm..work is still alright for me. yupp.
except tt sales on weekdays compared to weekends is A LOT.
ohh myyy..happily slacking n talking ytd larr.. hahas.
no customers mar..what to do..help out at cashier area.
today working still though i am flying off to thailand tml.
heard its afternoon flight. hmmmm.
after wearing days of covered shoes tt makes my feet hurts like hell,
i am so goanna wear my yellow flip flops to thailand!!
hahas. so looking forward to it larr.. wheeesss...
goanna stay there for a week. finally!! a holiday tt i needed badly.
yeapieee... hahas..goanna shop shop shop, eat eat eat, play play play.
goanna go with sis & aunt family first.
thereafter mame & daddy plus uncle's family will join us.
wheeeessss.... thailand, here i come....... (:

* PROM night & first day of work *

2006-12-02T09:42:00.000+08:00

alrightss...today is my second day of work.
i think i am so going to be dead lar.
standing for another 8hrs plus. running to & fro.
ROARRRSS..wonder how many plasters i will need today..
so peeps, if you wanna be nice, buy me plasters. (:
goanna leave for overseas soon on next wed..yeapieee...

and yes, ytd was my first day of work. very first job.
ohh myyy..somemore i no experience before. can die ar!
went earlier for briefing & stuffs. then started work.
working at parway parade, isetan, one of the ladies' wear there.
yea..stand for 8hrs..disastrous i tell you.
had 6 plasters on my feet altogether can!! -sobs-
both sides has plasters on the big toe, last small toe and the side.
was limping away larr..rahhhhh...
cause of it? cos i wore heels. but tt heel is really short can.
just cant get use to it. plus, i dun have other balck shoes.
so that is the best of all. yeap..think i goanna buy shoe ler.
before my leg breaks larr. hmmmms...
at first wasnt quite used to it..was kinda blur..
but after awhile, slowly getting use to it.
the people there are friendly. (:
reached home arnd 10plus. was sitting on the bus.
didnt even feel like getting up i tell you.
and some kind ass just msg-ed and ask if i am dead.
how nice. i feel so touched. *pukes.
happily asking me to soak my feet when i'm totally drained out.
bathed, watch some tv and slept.

30th NOV 2006:
wheeesss..today is a big cum busy day for me & sis.
hahas. its our prom night, or rather or cambridge dinner.
yeapsss..early morning wake up to iron clothes & stuffs.
then headed to aunt's hse to take my gown & shoes.
the sun was freaking hot lar!! ta ma de.
i took my pink w silver gown & black heels with shiny thingys on it.
thereafter, went to sheryl-lynn's hse for make-up.
her sister help us with it too. (:
the outcome is woah..simply different lar.
her sis did my make-up with reference to the colour of my gown.
she said it was sweet & princess like. hahas.
done at arnd 3plus. sis got a bite. but i didnt.
then, bus-ed down to anutie katherine there for hair styling.
i curled my hair for the first time in my life. hahas!
sis said i look really cute in that hairstyle. lols.
then returned home. changed & got prepared.
daddy was nice to fetch us there. other schools were there too.
and yes, many pretty elegant ladies is what i saw. (:
lots of cam-whoring too. hahas. but was fun larr..
photos shall be uploaded in friendster really soon whenever i can.
so my table got the best dress award. hahas.
walking up the stage was so paiseh lar.
overall, it was nice. but the food was so so only la.
after the dinner, we managed to catch the last train home.
cam-whoring away again lar..haha..esp my sis. so not her.
hahas.then came home, bathe and slept at 2.
some ass said she might come. in the end, cant make it..
hrmphs.. i swear i dun like you pig! bleahh.

* accounts is so not my type *

2006-11-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

alrightss...i didnt went out today. decided to stay indoor.
hahas. walked back from cousin house to my house.
and it was freaking hell raining larr.. urghhh.. hate it.
then came home. do some housework and stuffs.
lunch-ed with daddy at amk. no appetite to eat much.
yeahh..then home agn. bathed & iron-ed some clothes.
then helped mummy calculate some accounts thingy.
i swear it is so not my type lar. ohh myy...
it just drive me nuts. redo & redo dunnoe how many damm times.
just because the sum doesn't tele with each other.
dammm.. ROARRRSSS. alrights. gotta go get prepared for dinner.
bye peeps. takecare.

TO: ASSHOLE SON.

you bring your lappy for what shit use ar??
also not online der..hmmmm...
you're wanted by lijie & me.
get back soon kid.
we miss you. (:

FROM: HAZEL.

* LALALA *

2006-11-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

alrights. just bathe finish as i just reached cousin hse not long ago.
hahas. staying over AGAIN. lols. have been staying & staying lar.
hmmmms. this time with another cousin of our age. (:
anyways, early morning go out of their hse ler..
went to suntec to collect movie tickets w sis & clement.
yeaa. then ate with mummy. down to millenia walk after that.
then went to candy empire. bought gummies & sour sweets. (:
walked the whole morning lar. kinda half dead.
brought nicolette to united square for her tuition.
thereafter, train-ed down to PS.
watched happy feet. ITS NICE & FUNNY.
hahas. kinda cute lar.. esp the small penguins.
then went down to paradiz centre for pool.
played one or two games only. yea..i sucks in that la.
walked back to DG stn. and then i met this farker.
happily using his damm hp to take me lar. fark.
so darn obvious can. F*****. ROARRSSS.
hmmmm.. reached cousin home at abt 9.
many laughter & fun while walking back lar..LOLS.
yea..kinda got a slight cough now. hmmmms..
but one thing good is that my ulcer is GONE.
dunnoe what to do tml..but for sure, i am going home.
yupps.. gotta iron clothes... boohoohoo.

anyways, was at grandma house the whole afternoon.
dinner was at some Japanese restaurant lar.
damm expensive lar. but i ate ALOT. hehs.
i love it. whee whee whee. ((:
tried the cold green noodles.
signed up for hush puppies job. hope i get the call the soon.
i seriously need to get a job & work & get money larr.
stayed over. lalalalas.

Prom night is coming!! wheeess... its on thursdays. hehs.
cant wait for it though. hmmmmms..
plus, holiday is just next week!! yeapieee.. (:

* K box session *

2006-11-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

hmmm..just typed "WAITTTT!!" and you went off ler..
sighss..just missed by one second can. stupid idert!!
rahhhhh...anyways, morning wake up to iron clothes.
one whole huge and high stack of clothes awaiting to be ironed.
what to do. stayed over at sunt house for so long.
obviously there is a stack of clothes lar...
was at marina square the whole day.
went compass with sister in the morning to have brunch.
then train-ed down to city hall. went SRC find aunt.
she said i thin down alot.& it isnt good.mmmms...
headed to marina square K box soon after..
had a fun time singing larr.. ohh myyy..
den walked and walked and walked.
aunt bought 2 triangels. darn cute lar. i want the other type.
which is much baby like. but it 60 bucks can. sighs.
i want it to be mine!! somemore got music der.
hmmmm..one day, i will buy you. hehs.
and i am here over at cousin's place agn.
staying over for the night. good night peeps.

alrights. ytd was fun lar okay. thou didnt went out much.
and that my darn ulcer till now still hurts like fark.
but whatever. was damm tired. tts all i know.
i even slept in the taxi. so, my unglam side was shown. :
but nvm, i slept really deep thou tt freaking cab was bumpy.
knocked my head once on the window when the taxi slided.
but i happily went back to sleep till i reached my destination.
didnt ate dinner. so, that ONE meal lasted me the whole day. goodness.
smth is wrong i think. my appetite shrink really a lot. mmms..
was at harbourfront centre. wanted to buy smth from candy empire.
but nth attracted/caught my eye. so didnt buy anything.
i missed lijie larr...sadly, she cant get out ytd...roarrrss...

you shall await for me to be back. hehs.

* towning *

2006-11-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

alrights. towning agian. with baobeii & my little cousin.
went to baobeii's house first to wait for her.
then train-ed down to somerset. headed to cine.
ate yoshi. cousin hates it like mad. hahs.
waited to nicklaus to come. so longg lar!!
ohh myy..den met up with her jaey & friend.
rotted at cine. cos it was raining & we are STUCK.
yeaa..then after, walked to taka. started the shopping.
den down to wisma for topshop. bought nothing yet.
then headed to far east. baobeii bought 2 bottoms.
tried on a pink slip off. but i just look too thin in that lar.
walked till 5plus, baobeii needed to go. so we cabbed.
she alighted us at heeren. so i went waking arnd with cuzzie.
met sis soon after. then head-ed to cine again.
bumped into swan, jade and van.
they were waiting for nicklaus. so we waited too. (:
that idiot swan just keep disturbing my cousin.
tryng to be nice & all. LOLS. anyways,
some stuffs happen & gossiping & bitching were done arnd me & her.
then after, jade joined in!! hahas. had a good laughter lar!
ohh myyy. headed to arcade after nicklaus & ace came.
so nicklaus cdertainly loves my little cuzzie's style.
she even said she wanted to marry her over lar! crazy ass!
don't turn or teach her to be a crook pls! hehs.
2 childish people (nick & swan) happily playing
the table football with my little cuzzie lar. so bully. hmmm.
soon, we went down to long john for eating.
the bitching continues. hohohoho.
headed to mrt stn after that. & nicklaus gave my cuzzie a hug lar.
took train w jade, swan, sis and cuzzie.
ohhh myyy...missd two damm trains cos of some reasons.
but stupid reasons lar. managed to solve it in a dumb way.
but yea, we certainly had fun. hehs.
yeahh..then we walked home from stn.
stayed over at cuzzie's house agn. and yeap. thats all. (:

SON!! you're coming back tml night!! contat me or lijie ASAP okay?!
wheeeeeesssssss.....(:

* RAHHHHH *

2006-11-21T15:05:00.000+08:00

morning was a disaster. ohh whatever. shan't blog abt it.
anyways, got fetched to school this morning.
just to collect some leaving cert & photos all that?
alrights, so gotten my stuffs & class photos.
got a damm B3 for cca grade lar. could get higher.
but was just too lazy to tell that teacher..nvm.
and the most surpising thing is when i saw this sentence.
"BASED ON THE 2006 SCHOOL PRELIMINARY EXAMINATION RESULTS,
YOU ARE ELIGIBLE FOR THE 3-YEAR PRE-U COURSE."
i thought i was blind or my eyes are playing a prank on me or smth?
so, i ran to my sister and asked her to read it.
and she told me "yar. correct. you got only 1 choice."
and that is Millennia Institute. what a shocking thing to me lar.
cos i am so that type of cannot make it to a JC tt type? hahs.
ohh whatever. bus-ed home after we were dismissed.
was tired larr.. uploaded photos from Hp.
catched some old show on the black box.
then started packing my stuffs from my cardboards.
damm alot of worksheets & books lar. ohh myy.
i almost died. cos till now, i am still packing it.
just taking a short rest now. actually a long one to be exact.
goanna stay home & indoor today. probably out tml.
and definately, the day after tml. outing with that crazy lijie. (:

20th nov 2006:
anyways out ytd at town. last minute went to far east for interview instead.
then walked to heeren. then cine. was bored. yea.
so, msg-ed tt KNS master (fish) of mine.
met her at cine. then we went walking arnd.
soon after, cross-ed over to heeren cos cine was boring.
then walked & walked & walked.
fish keep commenting on my heels lar. hahas.
its heels thats why its so noisy what! sorry lar!
hahas. alright. and we saw expensive clothes.
and i saw a freaking cute giraffe pendant lar!!
i want it. i want it. i want it!! I WANT IT!!
thou its red, but its really cute larr..ohh myy.
its like $11 plus..hmmmmm.wld anyone like to buy it for me?
then walked down to far east again. talked & talked.
went for a drink. got fried mars bar from chippys.
its nice. (: i had 2 serving of that lar. ohh myy.
end up today got ulcer. sobss.. ):
fish brought me to interesting shops. like woah.
hahas. so we walked and walked again larr.
what a great exercise. hehs.
managed to talked to her alittle. just alittle.
but i am already half satisfied.
that master was talking plenty of things to me.
MEANINGFUL things. i will rmb your words.
i guess i really need to change & to find tt missing part of me.
and thank you for telling me all those.
for once you aren't that KNS. hehs. ((:
6plus bus-ed down to PS station & train-ed home.

* Os arre OVER!! *

2006-11-20T10:13:00.000+08:00

let me declare something.

O LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!! YAYS!!!

ohhh myyy.. i am feeling so so so high now...
wheeesss...its over...hohohoho..goanna fly real soon.
going over to marina later for interview.
then down to town!!! yays!!!!! i am super happy.
gawdddd...... ((:

alrights, so went to cuzzie's house ytd.
wanted to tan lar. but, there is no freaking sun.
nvm. so got a dip & splash w others.
supposed to study for today's MCQ. but, we didnt.
hehs. thats bad. yes i know. but we are on holiday mood ler.
hahas. went for KFC after the splash.
watched ROB-B-HOOD. ohh myyy.. i love that show.
especially that baby!!! goodness!! so chubby lar!
a funny & touching show i must say.
i cried lar. too touching ler. the baby cry i also cry.
hmmmms..goanna rewatch it man.
dinner w aunt's family & uncle's family.
then homed. (:
oh anyways, i got a bright yellow flip flops.
got a starfish on it somemore. super cute.
and i simply love it alot larss.. wheeees....

* now that she is gone *

2006-11-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.you just flew off.
do take care alrights?
and if possible, forget abt everything.
mummy will miss you de. (:

* i saw a little me in your eyes *

2006-11-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

alrights. met up with lijie & pearlyn.
played awhile. it was hilarious larr..ohh myy.
cant stand lijie's laughter. & i found a damm nice song.
goodness!! keep on replaying that whole song lar.
thereafter, train-ed down to orchard.
walked to far east. the freaking weather so hot can!
waited for mummy & grandma to come.
mummy came first. then waited for grandma for 30mins.
almost died of heat stroke lar. gawwddd..
went to ya kun to grab a bite.
then shopping starts after that.
hahas. managed to bump into them lar. *shocked.
can't believe so concidential. hehs.
yar. anyways, grandma bought us 2 tops. or maybe 3.
wanted to buy a pair of red & white striped shoes lar.
in the end, never..no mood.
just feel so moodless as time pass.
and before we left there, went to shippys to say bye to sii.
and yes. obviously, i saw her. hmmmms..
thereafter, walked over to wisma..walked arnd..
then went to wait for daddy to fetch us.
once i went into the vehicle, i suddenly tear-ed lar.
ohh myy..dunnoe what happen to myself..
controlled badly..cos grandma was present..sighs.
went to some chinese restaurant to eat. damm expensive. but delicious.
fetched grandma home after that.
yar. then home lor. thats it for today.

* i saw a litte me in your eyes.

* FNN O LEVEL PAPER SUCKS *

2006-11-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

sighs..had my O level Food & Nutrition paper today.
i swear it sucks lar..what a killer..ohh myyy..can diee..
finally it ended after 2 hours.. phew..
but i know, it would not turn out well for sure.
hope my coursework can really help to pull up lor..
hmmm.came home. packed some stuffs.
then train-ed down to there. yeah.
things happened. dunnoe counted cleared not.
but. yar. hmmm. really dunnoe what to say.
so many things to say. yet, none comes out.
think only baobeii understands. cos i cried to her.
ohhh myy..and she fcuking hell piggy-backed me lar.
i know i am heavy. her backbone almost broke. sorry.
only one bread & a few dishes from yoshi last me the whole day.
was hungry. still hungry. but just no appetite.
rahhhhhssss.......... ):

[To: sisi & baobeii]
Thanks for being there. *loves.

i am sorry for lying to you abt today.

* out with mummy *

2006-11-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

alrights. i am back for blogging!! hahas.
anyways, stayed at home in the morning.
left house at 12 to go to mummy's office.
surprisingly, i am clever enough to find that place.
whahahas. alrights. so wait till she end her work.
then we went for lunch at this chi-naaa restaurant.
got 2 sets of the promotion offer and it costs us $30plus.
ohh myy..feel so bad lar. hehs. waas really full.
thereafter, went to the salon as mummy want to cut hair.
i paid for her hair cut. her hair is damm short lar. but stylish (:
that hairdresser look so not professional. plus she look like a tai-tai.
in the end, its the totally opposite.her cutting skills is wow!! hahas.
went to chinatown point to walk arnd.
bought a collar-tee for daddy. so now, i am broke!!
nvmm. so something hilarious happen during our trip.
shant blog abt it. cos i am just too lazy to do it.
yupps. then we train-ed home. reached abt 4.
was tired. studied halfway then i slept.
dinner with sis nearby then home. (:

TO: XXX
since you like that person who let so many people down.
then take it. you ought to taste the bitterness of being
cheated & betrayed. just like what you did.
look up, look down, look left, look right
i still see a beautiful me in AN inner and outer mirror.
don't sound as if you are damm great pleaseeeee...
ohhh myyy...you are only TWO years older lar.
sound as if you are ohh-so good. YUCKS.
not as immature as you to slash yourself everywhere.
sadist. fark off lar. then dowan to interfere in your life.
and whoever i like or don't like is not of your freaking business.
i got rights to like who i want & who i don't. GET IT BYTCH??!

* here for scolding! *

2006-11-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

alrightss.. have been slacking larr..ohh myy.
its bad. stop it hazel. better study tomorrow.
anyways, my dearest cousin just called me.
and he told me that he got a job.
or rather we got the job. maybe only.
going down on the 20th for interview.
hope i get it sia. heard the advantages of it.
thinking that it will be quite fun working tgt with your own cousin.
hahas. alrights. gotta get back to my studying of FNN.
rrrraaahhhhssss....

alrights. think you so damm great or smth?
or rather you have a so great philosphy of life, of r/s & stuffs?
think you have what you want now is a ohh so hoohaa thing?
pukes mans. you just don't know what is the ending yet.
you are still in your dreams, your honeymoon period please..
making things look so simple but actually it is not.
trying to talk as if you are someone who is damm good in english & lit?
say until as if you dun set expectations in others like that.
come on lar. please stop acting so angelic & great can.
like a goddamm great lover who sacrifices everything.
IT DISGUST ME.
i think perhaps its fate that symphatize with you.
gives you another lover to take you out from tt hurt.
but sadly, both are the same type.
except that there is a difference in duration of time tgt.
continue dreaming babe. (:

i'm so looking forward to the 20th nov.
6 more days... wheeesss....

* inside things *

2006-11-14T10:18:00.000+08:00

hahas. ytd was hilarious i swear. only in the morning.
that phone call. ohh myyy. the *inside thing* .
the one that only the 3 of us know what is it.
HAHAS. i swear Lijie's laughter is contagious lar!

TO: you know who.

thats our secret. ohh myy..
do rmb it. its our only way of communication.
somehow only. cos you, you & me will know it only.
hahas. i am getting BONKAS!
dunnoe what i am talking also.
so dead. roarrrrrrss.....

FROM: me (obviously. this is my blog can.) (:

ohh..before i forget. jus realised something.
someone deleted me from her friendster lar.
what the...... rahhhhhhh....
is there a damm need to do these??
like HELLO?!! just becos of that goddamm thing.
and you dun even want this friendship of ours?
whatever can. since you chose it that way.
so be it then. i cant do anything.
thou its quite saddening to me. hais.

alrightss...goanna stay at home the whole day.
sighs!! bored. goanna rot. no. i think i better don't.
before my mum comes looking for me.
i gotta study. just a little more, a little lesser
and it will be over soon. (:

* WHHHHEEEEEEEESSSSS *

2006-11-13T13:09:00.000+08:00

in what way is my blog chim & weird??
hmmmm..it is supposed to be read between the lines.
lols. i am jus jokingg... ohh myy...
i am getting so crazyyy...
had O LEVEL LITERATURE PAPER 2 today.
ohh myyy...feeling so uncomfty during the paper lar..
almost dead. or rather half dead at there.
yarrr.. after that bus-ed home.
slept. and yes. i am still tired.. sighss..
i am going gaga. seriously gaga i swear.
I am sure care's an enemy to life.
okayys.... dunno what to blog le.
goodbye peeps.

Even so quickly may one catch the plague.
What's to come is still unsure.

" Many a good hanging prevents a bad marriage. "

* Oreo Mcflurry *

2006-11-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

stayed at toa payoh WHOLE DAY.
almost died studying my literature lar.
all those shakespeare quotes and stuffs.
cant believe i actually slept halfway in public.
ohh myyy. thats bad. so unglam lars.
and i think i am addicted to Oreo mcflurry.
GOD, i pray hard my Os will be over soon. -AMEN-
ohh, i forgot. not only will it be over soon,
i want good grades too. once agn, -AMEN- (:

see-ing those people
living in their own world.
living in illusion,
living in self-denial
let me reflect upon myself.
maybe last time i was like that too.
but at least i have woken up.
so, let me tell you now.
WAKEY WAKEY!!

ROARRRRSSSS. i swear i am going crazy.
not going to be the me anymore i think.
and thats bad. so i gotta know what i needa know ASAP.
then, i might turn back to who i was before.
which may be good. or maybe bad.
i myself seriously don't know it too.
WHEEESSS......

" So full of shapes is high fancy / That it alone is high fantastical "

* O level Maths paper 2 *

2006-11-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9plus. then went compass with mum & sis.
mum wanted to treat us to Jacks Place. in the end, not open yet.
so, she treated us to deli. was damm full lar. my gawd.
thereafter, went to starhub shop to check out the student plan.
mum was not really interested in it. so, we went to singtel shop instead.
stayed there for hours.. ohh gawdd..
signed up a new plan. got a new hp. Nokia 6280.
got a hard time choosing the colour between black & orange.
in the end, i took orange. cos i find black too black le.
hahas. then, me & sis bus-ed down to school.
went for our O Level Maths Paper 2 at 2.30pm.
ended at 5. paper was alright. better than paper 1 to me.
hahas. yea.. then, had dinner at kovan hawker and train-ed home.
thats all. sighs. things are piling and piling. ROARRR.
currently so addicted to the song "thats when i love you". hmmmms..
i realised i do miss you somehow or other.

* RAHHH *

2006-11-09T11:34:00.000+08:00

I NEED A BREAK, A HOLIDAY.

RAHHHHHHH.

just don't understand why when one loves you so much
and you don't feel it. however, on the other hand,
when you love someone as much,
that person just don't seem to feel it too.
question for all: would you go with the one you love more
or the one that loves you more than you do?
so what is love? nothing? hmmmms..

SIGHSSSSSS.

* chemistry O level paper *

2006-11-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

alrights..here to blogg..hmmmms...
got Chemistry O level paper today.
essay qns was easy. section A was alright lar..
hahas.then, had Maths O level paper 1 ytd.
i think i sort of screw it up alittle? so dead.
nvm. shall trive harder for paper 2 then.
and tml is English O level papers!! yeapies.. (:

okay. shall start blogging about today. hahas.
simply love that Lijie larr. she is sooo hilarious i tell you.
ohh myy. crazy one indeed. hahas.
so i bus down to son's house after paper today.
went all the way down to pasir ris okay.
son, you better say mummy is the best of all. HAHAS.
there after, slacked while at her house. boring lar.
cos hor, have to wait for someone when she is already late?
hmmmm.SLOW POKE LAR. dunno what she doing also hor!
then, i changed. cos its so hot lar.. oh myy.
but whatever, soon after, we met amanda & Isabella.
and happily, i was alone waiting for them downstairs some blk while they go back to school.
luckily, my son came back fast. ahahs.
waited with amanda for her friend to reach.
then, walked back to son's house. waited for Lijie to come.
hahas. got my fav. ice-cream & orange juice.
so happy to see Lijie larr. she always perk me up.
hahas. so we waited for kuku son to bathe. crazy.bathe 2 times.
then, after the styling of hairs, we left. headed to lijie's house.
cabbed there. cos some kuku just can't take the slightest heat.
but nvm, anyway, she pay. rich kid. nv share wth mummy. hahas.
okays..so lijie collected her stuffs. then, cabbed down to PS.
stupid journey lar. almost feel like puking can.
somemore my head was like splitting? rahhhs..
so slept awhile. then, woke up before we reached. felt better. (:
went to collect lijie's HP with her. den headed down to KFC.
i didnt eat. thou was feeling hungry. but they ate. hahas.
trained down to kovan for maths tuition first.
and they came after my tuition!! hahas. the two of them simply misses me.
ohh myy.. *shy* hahas. okays.
ate dinner then went with lijie to get new footwear.
its nice!! i think i want it too. but the flat one instead of the heels.
i must say they simply make my day lar.
esp lijie. ohh myy. she is superr funny lorr. and, crazyy. ahahas.
simply love her to bits larr. hehs. okay.
so looking forward to see her again. & yes, my son.
better say her too. before she comes looking for me. hahs.
those laughters were crazy. spending time with you two was certainly FUN!!
and, i am so going to miss you two. (:

say whatever you want bah. but pls, don't scold me.
cos you too, have no rights.
i am not the cause of everything between you two.
in a r/s, it takes two hands to clap.
and those two hands is yours & hers.
no third hand. i hope you understand.
no offence to what i have said. but yarr.
do respect me. and i wld appreciate that alot.

* things are getting bigger *

2006-11-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

hmmmm..goddamm to the freaking ulcer lar okay.
it hurts for like almost one week ler.. damm.
anyway, something just strike a deep chord in me.
and it simply perturbs me alot. sighs.
things are like getting from bad to worst i suppose.
gawddd!! someone help!! rahhhhh... going mad please.
trying hard to let people trust me. but they just cant.
then, do what one tell me, the other wont allow.
whatever. i have done all that i could le to balance both sides.
but what am i suppose to do larr? hmmmms...
i needa study. i cant let this affect me. not at this time.

never want things to turn out this way.
never thought it would. but it did.
things btw us is always unfathomable.
one question came across my mind.
wondering if i was important to you
or, am i the one that you could affort to lose?

a busy week ahead of me.
one week filled with consternation and trepidation.
the whole week filled with nth but O level exam papers.
and, not forgetting, tuitions!! ROARRR...
i prayed hard it will be over soon.
like the next minute or so. if possible?
-amen- (:

* ulcer hurts *

2006-11-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

Damm. my ulcer hurts like hell for days. ohh myy..

* there's gotta be more to life *

2006-11-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

alrights... O level Biology paper 2 today from 0800-0915am.
just cant get myself up from the bed.. hehs.
anyways, paper is alright lar.. hope can get a B4 or B3 or smth?
yeahh..those i know, i really know it well.
those i don't, i use my common sense (:
went home after the paper..then, down to compass
studied for LITERATURE paper for tml.
yea... i just adopted a crazy son who drinks stupid milk powder.
thats why so kuku now. hais. sadd case thou. hmmmms..
anyways, one main purpose today.
the reply to your blog. wan know my reaction to it?
read below dude. and maybe, have that "babe" beside you too. (:

YOU [the one who know who you are] :
do feel honoured you are blogging abt me. OHH MYY. for once.
but sadly, its a bad post. nvm, at least you've got one post abt me.
hate me?? let me tell you, I HATE YOU TOO. (:
i don't think someone ever made me hate her so much too.
but now, i realise, the person is you. and maybe her too. how saddening.
i don't think i am the one that change bahs.
i think YOU are the one that change please.
i am still the same old ME.
or maybe i have changed. BUT for the BETTER definately.
one that learnt never to trust people so easily.
didn't you read the older posts?
i said you wun see the one that you knew before.
so don't be too surprised if i have changed.
but, i also didnt say i would turn into a bitch like wad you think.
ask yourself bah, who made me turn this way?
who made me never to trust in people like you
and those people who appears to be really innocent??
who is the one that disappoints me so many times.
and who is the one that not only disappoint me but other girls too.
just think it through bah.. you're just being PSYCHO-ED in your thinking.
by someone. (you, i and everyone knows who. or maybe you don't.)
thinking abt you makes me think that
i am a fool to even think about you this bastard.
i don't think i suit the word "bitch". maybe it suits more to you. (:
or maybe both a bitch & bastard ba.
say whatever you like alrights?
most glad to accept any comments from you. (:
well, you think that i always think i'm right.
in this matter, I STILL THINK I AM RIGHT.
what can you do? then what about you?
you always think you're a good promiser,
one who is a goddamm great lover.
let me tell you, YOU ARE NOT. or maybe only once.
but sadly, tt girl was not meant to be yours.
i am already super far from you. you want it further??
then go Johor Bahru or Russia yourself bahs.
that will be the best for you & me isn't it?
NOT AS DISGUSTING AS YOU PLEASE!!
you should be the one SHUTTING your stinky mouth.
and perhaps that extra mouth beside you too.
i don't see a need why i should choose to shut my mouth.
cos, i got damm alot of things to say can.
if i don't say it out, it will be very difficult for me.
so, sorry, i just chose & decided NOT to shut my mouth.
i jolly well know my limits well. the one who doesn't is YOU.
you are just living in a world of your own. or maybe of yours & hers.
living in self-denial. forever not settling down.
wake up will you?? who are you to tell me what to do?
let me tell you and you see it clearly and carefully,
YOU GOT NO RIGHTS OKAY!!
you got NO rights to tell me who i shld stay away from,
you got NO rights to tell me who i shldn't meet,
you got NO rights to tell me what to do,
you got NO rights to ask about my life,
you got NO rights to say so many goddamm things about me.

and lastly, NO RIGHTS to interfere in my personal life matters.
[exactly 6 points. so, shld be easy for you to rmb.]

anyway, thanks. i do appreciate your concern. (:
and i think i have answered to all your curiousity.
if thinking abt me makes your head aches,then don't lar.
no one would point a gun at you and say "think of hazel."
maybe one will point a gun at you and say "think of C******." hahas.

HER:
i must say you got a damm great future ahead of you.
you have something that you specialize in greatly.
and that is PSYCO-ING people.
people whom you won't want or wish them to leave you.
i think i don't need to say it, you yourself know it.
you have successed in it. keep it up yea? hahas.
wanna be someone big?? there's no big deal to it lor.
you are just a few little tiny minimum years older than us.
wan be big & famous? join or create a gang lar.. so dumb.
and i think you must have been a fan to my blog.
i thank thee for your support. and do takecare babe. (:

life is getting more and more exciting each day.
and i believe there's gotta be more to life.
i am so glad things are turning for the better.
i think i must say this again.
i didnt know life would be so splendid without you.
simply love everyone beside me. *HUGGS-

* SAKE SUSHI TREAT *

2006-10-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

okayss.. had chinese O level paper today. i retake. yupps.
and YAYS!! finally that damm chinese is over. gawdd..
paper 1 this time was like more difficult than the previous.
while paper 2 was vice versa. yarr..
only got a damm pathetic 5minute toilet break lar.
do paper 2 halfway, my stomach growled.hungry mar.. bo bian..
okay. so my cute mother came to pick me up from school.
sent me back to aunt hse when the weather was so hot.
and waited for me to bathe and stuffs.
thanks mummy!! hahas. so sorry to make you wait.
don't worry, you will get marry soon to you know who.
then, me, sis and mother went down to kovan.
my pretty mother treat me to sake sushi!! how sweet!!
hahas.this is so crap. ohh myyy..was really sleepy larr.
trained down to PS. had our so called tuition.
then, met mother and baobeii!! hahas.
mother looks HOT in her new outlook. LOLS.
had dinner and chats. then, HOME (:

* I M A HAPPY GIRL *

2006-10-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

WHEEEESSSS~~~!!!
hahas. okay. I'M A HAPPY GIRL today.
in fact since ytd i must say. baobeii, you made my day (:
hahas. alrights, shall update about today first.
became his mother for nuts. Oh My.
went to compass to study CHINESE.
oh gawdd..its like next monday, and i haven made payment.
so dead!! shall call the school up tml bah.
yeahh. then arnd 3plus, trained down to kovan.
i went to yoshi to study while sis went for tuition.
bumped into couple & birdie. (:
some crazy stuffs happen at yoshi. oh my gawd.
crazy laughters from two mad people. whahaha.
and i discovered something interesting & new in some hp thingy.
so nice. busy playing with it. LOLS. it was kinda fun thou.
studied social studies at there. 2 chapters.
then, had chicken rice for dinner with sis.

ytd, went toa payoh. studied in the morning.
den went down to bugis in the afternoon to meet 2 girls.
it was raining. and i ran in the rain across to the bugis village.
darn. hate to run in the rain esp when i am wearing jeans & heels.
but well, no choice. so yea. after that, trained down to orchaard.
met pearlyn (orange socks). den headed down to far east.
meet baobeii and sisi.. slacked at there alittle.
den met up with mich & fren & pearlyn.
talked, deciding where to go & stuffs.
then after, me, baobeii, sisi & pearlyn cabbed down to cine.
went KTV. sang our hearts out. kinda highhh at there.
i must say i really enjoyed myself greatly. *thanks (:
arnd 6.50, we cabbed down to suntec to catch the movie.
all of us went in w/o any checking of ID thou its a M18 show.
so, we PASSED. heh. vulgur show. its a NONO show for kids.
cos due to some highly pornographic scenes. hahas!!
you, you and you know what i mean. hohoho. yea.
went to eat after that. a short quick bite.
den trained home. reached home abt 11plus. whoops.
I WANT MORE OF THESE OUTINGGSS!!
thou the movie was alittle turn-off, *LOLS.
and despite those unhappy stuffs that happened,

I DEFINATELY ENJOYED MYSELF TREMDOUSLY.

i didnt know things could still be so beautiful & fun without you.

many things happen. whatever. i don't care.
say whatever you people like. i know i am clean & truthful. (:
one who doesn't does those scandalous stuffs like others?
Female Boliao Inspector(FBI) feel free to check bah.
i don't give a damm about it.
if you're able to find things when there isn't any,
i would give you 3 BIG claps & 3 cheers for you. (:

what for ask so much when it doen't even concerns you anymore.
what for ask those qns when you disappoint me so much?
furthermore, its my personal life. and you are outta of it.
you want it this way, i shall give it to you that way.
you made me learnt a lesson.
and i gotta thank you. (:

CLASS,

LETS

TALK

ABOUT

TRUST

TODAY.

SHALL WE??

* Hari Raya Puasa *

2006-10-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

HELLOS WORLD :D
hahas. okay. this is so crap.
anyways, breakfast with family at AMK ave 10.
of all places, daddy chose that area.
thou public holiday, but still have maths tuition at 12.
after that, went over to grandma's house at hougang.
its been a long time since i went there.
studied awhile. den i doze off to sleep at 3plus.
woke up an hour later. skipped lunch.
den after studying awhile & hearing of sis's memorising,
we started to take photos. retarded photos.
practically cam-whoring for almost an hr plus lar. goodness.
it was hilarious i swear. soon after, its dinner!!
so hungry larr.. so ate quite a bit.
den left at about 7pm.
walked to chinese tuition halfway,
realised tuition was cancelled. sian 1/2.
so, we took bus back home. bumped into Jerome.
long time since i last saw this chap.
talked, catch up with one another alittle.
yupps. then home sweet home (:

can't wait for tomorrow!! yays.
its baobeii & me first movie date.
LOLS. plus, sister & someone.
wheeeesss..i am goanna enjoy myself.
hahas. catching the show "Departed". (:

* study leave *

2006-10-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

YEAPIES!! finally on study leave. not going school anymore.
actually hasnt been going school since last week. hehs.
give myself admission & permission for study leave.
yupps. anyways, its better larr.
had 4hrs of english tuition today. ms Ho was funny.
and its Audrey's sweet sixteen birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL (:
some big quarrel between me & sis on saturday.
but its okay now. but my head still hurts.
and still gotta get a new necklace.. sighss.

anyways, Orange socks is back today!!
she changed her sex for nuts! hahas.
now, she owes me plenty ORANGE thingys. whoo lala.
okay. i am slightly mad now. (:

feeling like hot inside me now..ohh gawdd...
fever is comingg... rahhhhhhsss...
and i saw this brand of lappy. i want it!!
it comes in so many beautiful colours.
goshhhh... but sadly, no cam fitted in it.
ncvm, i dun mind it anyway. hahas.
wonder who will be nice enough to buy it for me.
okay. STOP DREAMING HAZEL!! (:

* O LEVEL SCIENCE PRACTICAL *

2006-10-19T16:39:00.000+08:00

wheees. 1 down. 13 more days to go. cant wait for it to be over.
ohh myyy... had my O level science practical today.
yeaa.. hmmmm.. reached school at 9 for reporting.
when the practical only starts at 10am. goodness. nvm.
anyways, HPs were surrendered and stuffs. yupps.
den finally, its time to go in. so exciting lar. hahas.
so many damm apparatus lar. see ler, i blurr lor.
plus Mrs Rajah say so fast. gawdd. can die.
after briefing, it was 10.15am, so we started late.
advice given: "start the biology paper first."
so i listened. good girl yeah? hahas. start with the bio.
about plants. drawing? abt maize. so dots lorr.
den redo one of the experiment. hmmmmm.
after 45mins, did chemistry. the steps were simple.
which is good. hahas. happily doing it. surprisingly i know the answers.
hahas. checked through my work.
den at 11.45am, "PENS DOWN." guess wad was i doing.
i was still at there happily writing the last few words
when the teacher came walking by to collect the papers
from me first as i was the last girl in that lab. sheesh
made her wait for 30secs. LOL. i hope she doesnt record it down.
after that, we were locked up in a classroom. till 2pm!!
ohh myy gawdd.. was half dying of hunger & boredem i swear.
almost had spot check. they ask us to surrender first.
to whether i did a not will be a secret. but sis did. ahahs.
after dismissal, went down to library to pay my fines.
cost me a total $54.15!! goddamm it. freaking school.
went to serangoon garden for lunch. and home.
was really tired. almost doze off the bus. but didnt.
was msging with that BHB xue-er lar. *FAINTS.

* damm! *

2006-10-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

arghhhh...just cant view my own blog page.
damm. wadever...hmmmms.. i am just so dead now.
tml is the O level science practical. ohh myy..
and what am i doing here?? BLOGGING. hahas.
this is so going to be DEAD. RAHHHHHHH..
anyways, went to compass today. STUDY. i did okie.
then pass someone her stuffs.
after adding weight on my bag for days. hahas.
den arnd 2plus, she left.
and for a minute, i became a mother. ahaha.
okay.. sis & me left at arnd 3.30pm.
trained down to kovan. grab a bite.
den went for maths tuition till 6plus.
dinner and home (:

ytd was just GREAT lar.
quality time spent with my baobeii.
hahas. she & i knows why. lols.
chinese tuition at night at hougang.
yupps. thats all for updates.
*LOVES.

and to her:
hmmmm. i dunnoe what to say.
but yea, if i really did misunderstood you,
i am sorry. hmmm. maybe i was just too harsh.
i guess it was my emotions that controlled me.
do take good care of her well yea. (:

a sentence can mean something to you,
and another meaning to others.
we just have to analyze & understand
those deep meanings between the lines.

* I M SO SO DISAPPOINTED *

2006-10-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

I AM SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOU!!

you will be the one that makes a turning point in me.

the next time you see me.

it would not be the same old me

that you think who it was before.

i swear i hate you.

and to her, to think that i even

trusted & believed you and your words.

fcuk can. i feel so cheated. ohh myy.

they just turn me OFF. RAHHHHH.

okay. tats all for it. went to compass to study today.
met juilet ah gong. heard abt stuffs.
many things happen. the whole atmosphere was so tensed.
hais. i learnt something today. never ever trust someone so easily.
although he/she appears super angelic & innocent to you.

anyways, celebration of grandma's birthday at East Coast.
at the "No Signboard Restaurant".
food is so.....i shant state any comments.
and yet the whole dinner is $900 for two tables. gawdd.
yupp..had some catching up & updates with my cousins.
simply love the atmosphere there lar.. gosh.

* PL's 90th Founders Day *

2006-10-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

alrights. some BIG stuffs happened in the morning.
after that went to PLMC [paya lebar methodist church].
one purpose. celebrate PL's 90th Founders Day celebration.
wished i could pon it lar. hmmmm.
it was boring. slept first quarter of the service.
den the prize givings started. *claps
the best part was one of the graduate's speech lar.
she simply caught all of our attention. *cheers!*
ended at around 11plus.
went lor lew lian to eat our lunch.
den home. bathe. and out agn.
to meet my grandma. its her birthday!! hahas.
oh. its melissa koh's birthday too. happy birthday girl (:
yarr..went to raffles place to look for grandma first..
den we trained down to harbourfront vivo city.
its huge. didnt walked finish lar.
cos grandma was tired.
so had dinner at the hawker centre and we sent her off.
den train-ed back home. was really tired.
doze off halfway during the train ride. RAHHHHH.

i sensed something fishy. sighs.
i feel betrayed. & cheated. but wadever.
people jus cant control what comes along their way or their life.
so, cant be helped. nor blamed.
would you tell me when will it be the time
that i wont even give a damm abt you?

* pon school *

2006-10-12T09:49:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!! okay. this is lame. i am just bored.
you might be wondering why am i here blogging at this time.
for one simple reason, i didnt go school.
didnt go school ytd too. hahas. tts bad.
but its kinda great. hahas. met up w baobeii ytd. updates are up.
hahas. updates that i know makes me happy somehow or the other.
O LEVEL IS COMING!! ohh myy gawdd..
i cried last nite lar. dunnoe wads wrong also. just started crying.
yea...hmmmm... goanna get back to my studies!!
BYE PEEPS. *waves. (:

10 OCT 2006:
a special post to GFREN!!
happy supposed-to-be 25mths!!
see i am so nice. i even blog okay.
pls tag lar. if not i will think you're dead or smth?
meet me soon okay. *LOVES. (:

* rahhhhh *

2006-10-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

i'm back to blog!! hahaas.. think my blog is half dead or smth?
anyways, have been having night study in school this few days.
very tiring lar.. but its worth it (:
went tp as usual today.. kinda feeling moodless..
have been going down there quite often this week lar..
the haze sucks lar.. oh my.. everywhere is so blurry..

FRIDAY:
Science was BORING as usual..sighss...
after school, me & sis left.
went to some place.
den another. serve some swan prince fries.
end up sleeping at there for a few minutes.
and got chased out at abt 6. hahas.
den went back to school for night study agn.

THURSDAY:
lessons was sian lar..i mean okay..yar..
after maths intensive lesson, me and sis went down to tp.
pearlyn surprise me by coming down too lar.
and she wants me to blog that she ate with me. so diaoo.
den met with nicklaus and natalie.
i swear Natalie is a HUMAN BITER lar.
oh myy. she bite me like eating me up like that..
super pain can..my blood clotted. ahahs.
okays.. so some stuffs happen..
nicklaus eat the mee sua like eating spaghetti can..
turn and turn.. goodness..
they waited for swan to come down..so long lar.
ohh..mich came down soon after too.
at 6plus, when i am abt to leave, tt swan come. like finally?
hmmm..slacked at that garden for awhile.
was irritated cos of some stuffs lar.
but bet she didnt realise it at all. cyn came too.. (:
oh!! and my sister was really CRAZY lars. gawdd.
abt 7pm, we went back for night study.

* headache *

2006-10-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

I AM HAVING A DAMM HEADACHE!!

RAHHHHHHH.

* mmmms *

2006-10-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

the haze is like suffocating me lar. oh my.
feel like i am walking in a misty foggy area..
anyways, had english tuition today.
and i saw Christine the "bird nest head" at PS after tuition.
ohh myy... she is super cute lar..
talked awhile. and soon left with her gfren.

sighs..all of a sudden, i miss you.
or shld i say, i have been missing you all along?
sighs. somehow feel so disappointed.
after knowing some stuffs. mmmms...

* no longer *

2006-09-28T20:22:00.000+08:00

Ohh myy gawdd...i am going mad soon. real mad.
i have been doing MATHS the whole day since morning till evening.
no joke about it. since 8am till 630pm. goshh.. *faints.
MATHS IS DRIVING ME MAD.
have been sleeping late these two nites..mmms..
anyways, lessons at hall are much better.
time seems to pass faster. hahas. plus, we get crazier too.
goshh. verns is seriously mad. sitting with her can just die.
she made me laugh till i tear can. goodness.
cuis is kinda crazy too. our whole clique is crazy abt BINGO.
hahas. the whole two rows are the craziest of all.
simply love having lessons with them (:

oh anyways, went out last night. went to town.
met sisi, baobeii, nicklaus & swan.
yupps. once i reached. stupid nicklaus already say i look like giraffe.
becos of my dressing. hrmphs. yellow & orange wrong meh??
but was really bright ytd. yellow top + orange skirt + lime green heels.
those two idiots keep telling me they wan to add black spots for me.
call me so many ugly names le still wan add black spots.
esp that stupid swan. think i giraffe ar??
hahas.. walked to taka den down the underpass to far east.
was arguing with swan that giraffe is either yellow, orange or brown.
but she says its yellow and orange. diaoss..nvm lor.
sent swan to work. bumped into cyn, mich & pearlyn.
hahas. slacked there for quite long. yarr..
sisi & guihe left for chomp chomp first. so i stayed with the rest.
ate some food from chippys. i love the ice-cream!! *yummy.
hahas. stole some ice-cream from swan. its all for your own good okay.
sick cannot eat so much. hahas. see, i so nice. LOLS.
anyways, a freaking pearl got stuck on my skirt lar. YUCKS.
so disgusting can. thank god pearlyn spotted it. if not so paiseh.
went toilet to washed it off..after that..slack slack slack.
den they decided to leave & head to cine..
at first decide to go with them de..in the end, i walk halfway,
i turned & walked back to accompany her. you noe the reason why.
yupps. stayed there doing nothing. stoning for abt two hrs.
goodness. cant imagine i am doing that. yupps.
den 10pm took bus back to DG stn. den trained home.
reached home around 11pm. so tired. rahhhhh.

i am goanna sleep really early tonight. goodnight people. (:

* PRELIM RESULTS *

2006-09-26T15:46:00.000+08:00

my prelim results are back. mmmms...
improved. better than mid year but wont say it is the best yet.
yupps. mama seems quite "okay" with it..which is good lar.
anyway, here are the results :

English-60 [B4]
Chinese-60 [B4]
Maths-56.5 [C5]
Combine Science-44 [E8]
Pure Literature- 60.5 [B4]
Combine Humanities-53 [C6]
Food & Nutrition-60 [B4]

yupps. thats all my results. at least there are more Bs now.
hahas. disappointed with my chinese & maths.. sighs.
but nvm, try harder lor. yupps..
sec 4s are like starting to have all the lessons in the hall.
all the intensive revisions are coming up.
goanna be so freaking packed for the OCT month lar..
slept awhile while checking english papers. hehs.
going to have chinese tuition later... hmmmmms...

24th Sept 2006, Sunday
breakfast at little india with family.
was pissed with mum over some stuffs. but cooled off after awhile.
yea..den headed down to grandma's hse at clementi.
watched tv, slacked..den left in the afternoon.
went down to bugis with sis & mum..
bought my school shoes first if not i no shoes the next day.
after buying, mama left us first.
so me & sis went to walk at bugis village.
wanted to meet baobeii. but she was at town.
bought a new pair of footwear tt cost me $14..
yupps.. but quite like the colour lar.. so its okay.
walked till evening time den took bus 80 to aunt hse.
studied alittle. den played badminton with sis.
dinner at there and home. yupps. tts it.

* RAHHHH *

2006-09-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

mmmm...went toa payoh today as usual. but slightly later.
saw shirley. so we studied together.
yar..oh man. i must say that "auntie" really rock la.
thou still feeling down, but she made sis & me laugh till we drop.
yarr..den we noe abt her daugher's name "xue er" LOLS.
wad a cute name for that type of girl.
thanks for the chocs xue er er er. hehs.
practically fooling with them. & it makes my day.

i just tend to think of you a little too often. a little too much.
stretching out is wad i still do occasionally thou i noe i wun see you.
just when would be the next time i see you again??
when would i bump into you on the street again??
tml? next week? next month? next year? or two years later?
i am just wondering. but no matter wad, i will still continue to wait.

* its over!! *

2006-09-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

got back my english results today. i got 60/100 in total. which is a B4.
yays!! i improve by 2 grades can. was really suprised w myself.
met nigel & hc for lunch at pizza hut. hc eats so much cheese lar. gawd.
den went for maths tuition. was really tired. after that went home.

den ytd stayed back to check my FNN results.
i got 60/100 too. so dots lorr.. same as english, B4 too.
but is like for once i pass my theory paper. which is a good thing.
mmms..after that went home w/o eating lunch.
went out at abt 5.30pm..
met sis at ps. den baobeii at somerset.
walked down to cuppage. supposed to meet nicklaus they all.
they haven reached. so we play pool first.
soon after they came. sighs.
upon see-ing me, you immediately left. like wth?
felt so disappointed. almost cried but controlled.
hais. if you dun wan to see me, jus tell me.
all i wanna do is to pass you tt letter & give you a hug.
thats all. that simple. is it too much??
so you went missing for awhile.
they ask me to stay while they find. so i stayed.
soon, i cant take it any longer.
they cant find you. so i decided to go & find you.
high & low, outside & inside. finding you like mad.
but i just dun see you. felt so useless. cant even find a damm you.
den pearlyn came looking for me. helped me in finding you.
just when i am abt to give up, just when i am at the escalator,
i stretched out my long neck again. *the whole main purpose.
stretched up high. i saw you. your shadow. the blur view of you.
hiding behind that pillar at the 6th level.
i got so excited. felt so happy lar. den faster tell pearlyn.
faster took the lift up. but you're gone. so fast.
went round the whole level twice.
even to the extent of going in those deserted staircase,
those remote & quiet corners gave me the fears.
made me felt so afraid & insecure but i still looked.
i still chose to take the risk. looked. searched.
but i just dont see a you.
walked up & down. the whole cuppage building.
heard your voice & pearlyn's.
but i just cant seem to see you at all.
for a moment i tot i was blind.
den decided to go back to pool area.
controlled my tears but a few drops still came out.
what is this?? so you think its so cool to play hide-and-seek game with me lar.
let me tell you, its torturous playing with you this game.
knowing that your hand is hurt. i faster ask pearlyn go buy plaster for you.
wanted to leave le. but i was held back.
waited & waited. thought i could see you. even if its a minute or two.
but in the end, i still didnt. only one or two glimpse.
i told them, if you dun wan see me. its okay.
no use forcing someone. so left after awhile.

went to meet kazaf..walked to heeren.
shopped with baobeii for her clothes.
so she bought a ripcurl wallet which i encourage her to spend on. hahs.
i saw a gown lar that i really love it alot. its so sweet can.
but baobeii told me that shop is really expensive. sad.
den we took neoprint! didnt really turn out nice.
she almost want to zham me for some reasons lar.
den cabbed down to PS. walked round agn.
spoted a green flesh imp top for her. the back is really nice.
jus right for clubbing. its revealing. yupps.
den went rocky to eat. shared w her. *mushroom spag*
so i sort of half eat dinner. yarr.
no mood eat anyway thou i was hungry.

counting down the days as each day pass.
getting nearer to the day i will be see-ing you.
yet, you didnt even give me the chance to see you. nor hug you.
not even a chance to tell you to takecare. you noe it hurts??
how much disappointment i felt. how much it affects me?
but its okay. as long as you're fine. just take good care of yourself k?
whatever it is, i respect whatever decision you make.
all i want & wish for is you to be happy.
i'm sorry for making you so disappointed in me.
definately not what i wanted it to happen.
i just cant change my background. you noe its impossible.
maybe time will change it. i really dunnoe.
but all i just wanted is things to be fine. no hatred between us.
.op hlleaJ ! .noh ss!w !' uems

to all, (baobei, cyn, nick, orange socks, mich)
thank you for everything.
being there for me & stuffs.
you guys are great.
*loves (:

ohh myy..i took about an hour to type this post. gawdd.

I AM TIRED.

therfore, i shall end here. goodbye.

* last day of prelims *

2006-09-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

okay. it was such a memorable morning for me today.
actually woke up at 6am..thinking of 5mins more of sleep,
i went back to sleep. the next time i open my eyes,
ta ta!! its morning 7.05am!!ohh gawdd..
so dead lar...somemore got chinese exam at 8am..
but still dee lee daa lee..till 7.30am..
den tot of buying some breakfast..but tt mama shop nt open..
yupp..so went back home..den came down agn soon after..
took a cab at 7.45am & rushed to school..
it cost me $5.80 lar..cos of tt $2 surcharge.
but anyway, its the last paper of my prelims lar..
chinese paper 2..dunnoe wad it is talking abt can..
its just so chim!! ohh myyy... *faints*
went compass in the afternoon...studied FNN & maths.
had dinner at swensens with mama..mama treat ma. (:

ytd met guihe after my papers..went to eat chicken rice.
babe, i must say you're the best. *thanks
it was sci MCQ papers & chinese paper 1.
MCQ, can say half byebye lar.hahas.
chinese paper 1, i tried my best. yupps.

just go & give her all the fcuking assurance she wants.
oh my. what is all these lar?? hais.
sometimes i wonder, is my msg being sent over?
you seems to give her assurance more than you give me.
is this called the reality?? sighs.
thinking of you day & night makes me miss you more.
but what's the use? i am not getting a single respond from you!!
just tell me what to do will you??

knowing there is smth between us.
but yet, it is jus so difficult.
there seems to be a barrier each time we are into it.
first are all the sweetness tt i ever want & dreamed of.
next, slight change in attitude from you.
then, its the time you avoid.
lastly, by the end of two weeks, we can just say goodbye.
RAHHHH. i hate this cycle. its forever repeating.
will someone just tell me why? WHY? WHY??

i feel so dead now.
or maybe, hazel is dead soon.

* i'm lost w/o you *

2006-09-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

i have been blogging & blogging..ohhh myyy....
guess i really need to say out my feelings then i will feel better.
i am falling sick. goanna have fever real soon.
feel so weird. feeling hot + cold =?? *sighs-
just read your blog. great. you're loving someone now.
hah. shld i be sad? or happy for you instead? i dunnoe.
oh gawd. i realise whenever i wan to improve things,
or make it better, it will never ever succeed.
actually asked sis to buy a packet of nasi lemak for me. cos of you.
wanted to go down to "visit" you,
give you a beautiful surprise and
give you tt packet of lunch w all the food tt you wanted.
all that you've ordered before, i rmb clearly.
hah. but you noe wad?? before i can even get down to ur place,
you're out. gg to tp. how much i wanted to kill myself for it.
didnt noe where to head to. loitering aimlessly.
all tt i've planned. thought it will turn out smoothly.
but, *flop*. there it goes down the drain.
i dunno if you knew abt it. guihe say she told you.
you dun seem to show a single care abt it. sighs.
i felt so helpless. felt totally drained out. felt so lost.
wanted to just break down & cry out all that i have kept inside.
but i cant. i was in public. i controlled.
i cant believe wad i am doing & planning all these.
it has been two days. TWO days & i'm already going crazy.
is this how things is goanna turn out??
is this what we both expect it to be?? to me, i dont.
but to you, i dunno. i seriously dont.
i dont know what you're thinking abt. tell me will you?
haiss...i am really going crazy to my highest level.
real crazy..on thurs i will be much much worst..
guihe knows why..she will join me too.
i love you babe. thanks for being there. (:

*baby, you told me before its true.
its a reality & no longer a dream.
you said it will work out.
but i just dunnoe wads wrong.
you just dun seem to care like before.
i miss you.

* things are gg in the wrong way *

2006-09-18T09:43:00.000+08:00

mmmm..here to change some settings..
so decided to blog..yeapps..sighs...
all of a sudden, BLANK-
anyways, went to cp ytd. me & sis were like moodless.
tot of collecting her clothes for her..till i went there,
i realised she collected ler..somemore still explain to tt lady who am i.
so embrassing lar. my gawdd..nvm..
so happen tt juilet was at there too..so we went to BK to study..
seriously, nth much of my studies went in. couldnt concentrate.
glad that guihe came soon after..*updates.
yarr..went to cold storage to buy ham. so retarded.
we ate it in BK somemore. mmmm.
den came her cuz to pass her some stuffs..
around 5plus, we decided to leave..
happen to see gaston & his stead.
yarr..den took bus 80 to aunt hse...
while guihe went to hougang mall..
its tt same bus that we sat tt has the little plants..
the one i sat it with you on the sunday b4 ytd.
jus one week, things changed so fast..
guess wad cyn said was meaningful & realistic.
sighs..shall stop here. takecare. esp *you.

* HAPPY BDAY JT *

2006-09-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING TING!!

ohh myy..i have blogged a total of THREE times tonight..
sighhhsss....guess you're really not goanna care abt me le.

* DAMM *

2006-09-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHS!!!! JUST WAD THE HELL DID I DO??
one moment you ask me tat qns, i tot ure really leaving.
wad is this lor..you have been like giving me attitude e whole day?
pouring hot & cold. just so not you today lar.
urghhhhh...all i noe now is, damm,

YOU'RE DRIVING ME NUTS. REAL NUTS.

i hate this feeling. its terrible.
i detest it when it always happen like tt.
for i'm afraid wad is goanna happen next.

* looking out *

2006-09-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

sighs...was really like wad nic & pearlyn say,
the "long neck giraffe" or "long neckie" lorr..
wad like stretching looking out for someone.
high & low. front & back. pratically everywhere around me.
but i just dun see a you coming till a call.
sighs. wad is wrong today?? damm affected lar.
arghhh...met you. got my letter & passed you urs.
RAHHHH..just tell me wads wrong??
ur attitude is like so cold & harsh lar..
arghh...wadever...no mood blog ler. goodbye.

* blog password *

2006-09-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

mmmm...had chemistry paper 3 & FNN paper todae..
chemistry..hope can pass bah..FNN..sect A screwed..
but sect B..still okay..sect C is the best..surprisingly..
hahas..managed to write & answer quite alot..but dunno right not..
finished on time for chem..but still had time remaining for FNN..
and i did a really stupid thing..she will noe wad is it.
anyways, met hongchow & nigel at kovan after tt..
was raining so heavily lar..gawddd....
den ate lunch at hawker..home after tt..
was really tired..me & sis jus felt like slacking.
hehs..wanted to sleep lar..
in the end, sis on radio after she slp..and mum hp rang..
so..no mood slp ler..wake up do maths awhile..
den 1hr later..try to slp..sleep for abt an hr..
yarr...dinner with family at serangoon central..
anyways, just set password for my blog..
the password is kinda dumb..but nvm..
anyone gt better ideas tell me can?? yeapss..
ohh manns...i still got to pay another $50 for cambridge dinner..
tell me where do i get tt sum of money??
mmms...dun ask me to steal or rob please..
RAHHH...so bored now lar..no replies..
mmm..nvm..i wait..lalala...
finally you top up ur card (:

* maths paper 2 & bio paper 2 *

2006-09-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

ohhhh myyyy!!!! i can seriously say byebye to me, myself & i.
stupid maths paper 2 so freaking difficult lar..
somemore gt study can...its WORST than mid-yr when i hardly study.
RAHHHH...and then tt stupid bio paper...
dun even noe wad the hell it is talking abt pls!!!
tats it lor...halleluah~ hahas...
they ask us to draw some stuffs related to the male chromosomes.
den most of my frens drew sperms..LOLS.
i almost did. but didnt. cos i think its kinda retarded.
she called...wheees...& i was happy...cos i noe u care. (:
you brighten up my day somehow or other..
bt i was kinda dead!!no energy..nv eat till lunch leii..
except a cup of milo in the morning?? mmmms...
tml is chemistry & FNN..OH MYY!!
i better go and study soon lorr...byebye.

oh anyways, went compass ytd..yea...
met fawn..goshh..she changed so much..
turn str8 yea?? hahas..okiee...
but was half dying at there..so BORING lar..
you & i noe why.. yarrr...
had maths tuition at 5 at kovan..
eat le come home...and i slept super early last nite.
slept at like 9.30?? like for once?? hahas..yeapps.
tats all i suppose..

GOD, PLEASE BLESS ME. *AMEN*

* geog prelim *

2006-09-13T12:35:00.000+08:00

yea..i m back home...since jus now??
hahas...ended really early today...end at 9.30am..
yupp...write until i hand pain pain lar..dots..
anyway, hope can pass lorr..yupps...
still gt maths tuition later..
tml is maths paper 2 & bio..

anyway, ytd was ss & maths paper 1..
ss..i can prepare to sae byebye le..dunno wad i writing oso..
maths still alright lor...hope i wun get tooo many wrong
yupps...den had chinese tuition ytd nite...
before tuition met baobeii for a short while...
updates for both her & me..hahs..
chinese tuition was hilarious...lao shi is damm funny lar.
i was really tired lar...ate cup corn for supper!!
and my back is aching like hell!! helps..
one time neck..one time back..gawddd..

okay..tts all the update...shall go & bathe soon.
i seriously cant wait for Os to be over..
bye peeps!! oh..anyway, I MISS BAOBEII!! (:

* PURE LIT PRELIMS *

2006-09-11T21:18:00.002+08:00

RAHHH...PRELIMS ARE HERE!!! OMGGG....
hmmmmm....had pure lit prelims todae...
wrote quite a number of craps i must sae..hahas..
and omgg lor...the stupid unseen qns..
one is abt a man..the other, abt SWANS!!
faints..hehs...didnt choose to do at swans obviously..
it will not make me concentrate only..hehs...
anyway, met up with cyn at old sch opp bus stop..
miss that place lar...cabbed to amk with her...
someone wanted to eat nasi lemak..walked almost everywhere..
but cant find..so, we bought chicken rice instead!!
hahas..was drenched slightly in the rain..
all becos of her fault larss!! hahas..
while walking..toked quite a lot to cyn..
ohh my..i swear cyn is NICE!!
okiee..anyway..went to her hse..*food delivery!!*
hahas..aint we nice?? hohoho...yupps..
her expression like so dotss like tt..
but anyway, shocked yea?? hahas...
its good tt my appearance made your day..
*lovess. for you have brighten up mine too (:

den ytd..went to comapss study agn...
can die studying pure lit..
goshhh...she & cyn came too..
was super happy cos ytd is special..
only you and i noe why..hahas..
and i got a giraffe lollipop from her..
how sweet...i simply love it larr..mmm...
thanks sweetie (:
yupp...den arnd 5plus left...tt bus ride was really nice..
it has been a long time..mmmm...
you noe wad i mean dont you??
hahas..dinner at cousin place..
yupps...tats it..gotta study for ss now..
poofs-`

2006-09-11T21:18:00.001+08:00

2006-09-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

* i m gg a little crazy over you *

2006-09-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

okay..i dunnoe why i m here to blog again..
all i noe is i am going crazy waiting and waiting..
my gawddd lor..damm..i m like having on and off fever..
it just comes & goes whenever it likes..damm.
and on other hand, i keep checking my hp..
the WHOLEE day..no replies from you at all.
wth..damm lor..arhhhh....
i am turning hot. i mean temp hot..
can feel the degree of heat increasing & decreasing..
think i am going mad soon lor..
stupid kind of fever. fcuk.
jus wondering how are things there now.
sighs. someone HELP.. ):

* many things are happening *

2006-09-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

sighs..many things are happening way too fast..
some stuffs are propping up..mmms...
almost cried today..anyways, my attitude sucks today..
sorry mum. yeah..mmmms...lunch at serangoon..
i bought green apples!! cos it reminded me of you.
anyway its cheap lar...yea..den later in the afternoon
meet sis at compass...studied awhile den went for dinner
and home. for a moment, i tot you were DEAD.
msg also nv reply. call oso nv and till the second time.
den somehow i guessed you were with her. wadever.
kinda feeling mmmm...but after cyn talked to me..
i felt better...omgg...i must say smth to you all..meaning,
(cyn, nick, mich, pearlyn & whover are there)
I SIMPLY LOVE YOU ALL!! hahas..
okiee..basically for some reasons..& i think ur noe why..
and sadly i cant join you all at sentosa..so sorry..
after 2mths okie?? hahas..i noe abit the long..
but, WAIT FOR ME!!! it will be soon... hahas...
okiess..anyway, i jus hoped things will get better..
and ohh gawddd...prelims are round the corner...
just next week..dead..hahas..gotta study now..
takecare peeps (:

* mmmms *

2006-09-07T10:08:00.000+08:00

alrights..wanted to blog last night..but was kinda lazy..
anyway, went to tp to study ytd afternoon..
yea..and guess wad?? i cook my own dinner!!
the auntie practically dared me to go into e stall to cook..
so i went in..dots...yea...it was hilarious..& super paiseh..
hehs..but it was fun lar..tt auntie is damm funny..
she rocks sia..hahas..hearing her talk just make me laugh.
anyway, i am going to throw darts at nicklaus photo ler.
hahas..idert lor..dun let her bro give me the photo..
den she go give my sis their photo..wth..hrmphs..
passed pearlyn her orange socks..like finally?? hahs..

anyway, sighs...mmmm...i feel so helpless..
okay..nt tt i dun trust you..i do..but i'm still alittle uncertain..
after that long talk & msgs on saturday, i chose to believe agn..
things have been happening way too much..
yea..u once loved her deeply..soon after came another one..
and because of the most recent one, it creates my uncertainty for you.
i'm sorry.. i m jus too afraid to take another step.
after all the past experiences, i am starting to learn from my mistakes..
fish once tell me the reasons why my past experiences will turn out tt way..
it was all becos of my weakness..she said, "thou i may be attractive,
but my weakness is not attractive." (smth like tt) mmm...
i noe you are really trying v hard to give me tt assurance..
but i really do not have the courage to step in deeper..i really want to.
i'm already trying v hard to have tt trust for you once agn..
time is what we all need yea?? thru time, we will see everything.
to me, i am just afraid tat you'll leave any moment agn..sighs..
and i will eventually slip off agn..i dun wan anymore of these.
things are getting fine now. and i'm quite satisfied with it..
but exactly how long will this thing last until?? i hope its eternity.

okiee..some dumb ass hasnt call me..mmm..
wonder if she is still keeping to wad she has said..
i'm waitinggg.....wait until i wan sleep le ar..

* BAOBEI DONT LEAVE *

2006-09-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

feeling damm sad now lar...sighs...
baobeii jus tell me she might be gg overseas to study..
like wth..when i have my freedom, she is gone..
all along my pillar, my pillow..
always there for me...and now....
sighs..she also not confirm gg yet...
but i m already so sadd..if she goes, its worst!!
arghhh...hate it lorr...fark..
and i am like having a big headache now..
damm..hais..i m goanna sleep soon..
i m tired. sighs :(

BAOBEI!! I MISS YOU!!!

* compass lib *

2006-09-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

yeapps...went for maths tuition in the morning todae...
den end ler..trained down to compass...
ate & studied at the library..
there was freaking cold larr...gawdd..
anyway, juliet came in the evening..yupp..
den had dinner and home after that..
hahas..okiee...anyway, those 3 words of urs,
has really brighten up half of my day
those unexpected calls & msgs were really sweet..
every single word you typed, i prayed its true,
and i really hope all these isnt temporarily..
nor becos its just the starting, tts why things are getting so fine.
but instead, it will be forever...
i may be too idealistic, too imaginative, too naive.
but this is wad i really hoped to be..
i really prayed hard things will really be right this time round..
and its no longer a period of time thing..

okie..some idiot is ALIVE!! tts great lar huh..
dead or alive also dunno how to msg der..
arhhh...wadeverr larr...its okay.
as long as you are fine, nothing matters (:

*baobeii
you're truly my baobeii..u noe me well enough..
you are able to understand..i noe i've disappoint u agn..
sighs..but, i need u to support me regardless of wad decision..
wadever decision i choose or wadever,
u will be there wont you?? i need ur support..
so be there for me no matter wad okie??
never leave me alone..i will be there for you too..
no matter wad happens, we'll be baobeiis forever..
LOVES!! (:

* steamboat!! *

2006-09-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

okie..went to grandma hse todae...till late afternoon...
den went to aunt hse to study....till nite...
had dinner tgt with them..yupp..
nth much todae..it was ytd tt was fun..

had steamboat with fish & baobeii ytd..
suppose to include carmen der..but she went w sisi..
anyways, met sisi, sisi's fren, carmen, fish & baobeii
at somerset staion at 5plus..
yupps...so long nv see carmen..goshh..she changed..
look like la pi xiao xing!! hahas..
anyways, we walked round taka...yupp..
den we split after tt...cos sisi n fren didnt wan eat steamboat..
so me, fish & baobeii went to get table first..
eat so long, wait so long ler..den they come & join us..
many talkings...abt her..yupps..
many advices too..thanks anyway (:
shall fast forward alittle...>>>>>>>>
den after eating, slacked outside awhile..
before we head down to cine agn...
was waiting for seats at rocky..
saw victoria, nana & LES..
den finally got seats..so we slacked at rocky awhile..
not long after..went home with sis first...
trained back..tok to her.
hais...i m confused... arhh..wadever lar...
they tell me you are jus too good at words..
i shouldnt have too much hopes on you..
sighs...someone tell me how??!!
wad should i do... mmmms...
jus tell me this time its true, its a reality
& its no longer a dream anymore...
pls dun disappoint me again...
i had enough of it.
rmb wad u said to me ytd nite.
rmb those msgs. rmb ur promise.

* i m so disappointed in you *

2006-09-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

okiees...its teachers' day...yeapps...so,
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS OUT THERE (:
anyway, breakfast with family at amk ave 10...
den went to toa payoh lib to study..
hardly got any seats lar...but managed to find one..
princey was there too...hahas...did maths, bio & abit of chinese??
yar...was kinda feeling hungry...so went to eat at macs..
and we saw nicklaus!! or justine?? poor her..eating her ice-cream alone..
tot i see wrongly, so i went over..looked at her and smiled (:
hahas...bought twister fries!! twist twist*
den talked & talked..acc her for awhile while waiting...
tt swan lar...so long..den make her so pek chek..
anyways, was damm funny lar..we took pics...
& nic this pevert took places tt shldnt be taken..hahas..
sis was a retarded model for her..hahas...
oh!! and we saw this indian old man whose hairstyle really rocks!!
lols. we laughed whenever we see him..hehs..
den came her soon-to-be gfren?? my sch senior??hahas..
so we left..didnt wanna disturb them...
yupp..so we went back to library after that..
anyways, heard tt you is happening with someone?? *congrats huh*
hais...i was like...mmm..i dunno..guess u noe how it feels ba..
den abt 15mins later, swan & nicklaus came to find us..
didnt felt like talking to her..
guess i was really disappointed at tt time..
but, the toilet scene was really hilarious..lol..tt action of nicklaus..
and they happily took my wallet & ran..
dunno wad they doing oso..seeing me & sis's wallet...
didnt talked much to her..mmms...so sorry..
hope you understand..yupps..
dad came to fetch us..den dinner near cousin's hse..

* teachers day celebration *

2006-08-31T20:57:00.000+08:00

gawd...took cab to school this morning...
rain until so heavily lar..somemore woke up late..
i must sae..taking cab now is super expensive..
omgg..from my hse to school cost me $6.00 can..
and end up my socks & shoes were soaking wet agn lar..
so we went to the hall shortly after for the ACES day thingy..
me & verns took off our socks & shoes..hahas..we're mad..
and i must sae..the actions for the ACES day is stupid..
seeing the teachers & some students doing it were really hilarious..
lols..yupps..den after that..we had the teachers' day celebration..
goshhh...the performance was super funny lar..
yupp...there were plenty of unexpected visitors..
after tat..slacked in class...nth to do...
den went to kovan kfc to study..
and i saw my juliet ah gong there!! smth wrong w her eyes..
hahas..too dark..lols..den went for maths tuition at 3.30pm..
ended at 5..was really tired...yupps...
after dinner, we went home.. tatas (:

* i do miss my "GFREN" *

2006-08-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

hahas...okiee..i m really happy now..really...
jus toked to swan..okie..thoughts were out...
partly of it..but its good enough...
enough for today..enough for me & her to noe..
yupps..okiee...had photo-taking today!! hahas...
class photo was really great, fun & crazy!! lols..
den stayed back for the cca photo shoot..yupps..
signed the mark sheet todae..mmms...
shant comment abt it..hahas...yeapps..
den lessons was slacking larr...only had part of geog..
abt 4 periods of FNN and chapel..hahas...
arranged tables & chairs during english lessons...
cleared the classroom...den have to bring back everything..
end up my bag super heavy..gawdd...
den the best part of todae is the playing in the rain..
hahas..rain so heavily larr...den me & cuis pulled verns into the rain..
hehs..poor her got wet..but soon got her revenge on us..
den after school, went to eat dinner w sis...
come back tt time..still raining v heavily...
and only got one umbrella...so, we shared...
some crazy stuffs happened..shall be dislose..
hahas..we were drenched badly..lols....
i had fun todae!! losta fun...
and its kinda dirty to have a btych polluting my tagboard..
its so unnecesaary larrs...hahas..fark off my life too..
u are the one tt started all these slut...
and i dun give a damm to u n ur farking boy of urs too..
GOODBYE & GET LOST FOREVER (:

* urghh *

2006-08-29T14:55:00.000+08:00

wadever btych..jus fark off & die..
i dun give a damm (:

* English Paper Prelim Exam *

2006-08-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

didnt have lessons at all todae...end early too...
cos i had my english paper prelims todae...yea...
i wrote like damm a lot of compo.. 4 pages..gawdd..
situational wrote 2 full pages...mmmms....
read the compre until i feel like sleeping ar..
anyway, passage A is abt avian flu...
and passage B is abt AIDS...hahas..wad a hot topic..
hehs...yupp..had english tuition todae...
tts it..no mood to blog...byebye (:

OMGG!! SOMEONE JUST SLAP TT COUPLE AWAKE PLS!!
WHY IN THE FARKING HELL WORLD WOULD I MISS HIM!!
MISS HIM?? THIS BASTARD OF URS?? WASTE MY TIME..
DAMM U BITCH!! STUPID INTERPRETATION!! YOU FOOL!!
WAD A MORON U ARE...NOT AS PATHETIC AS YOU PLS...
NORTON NG JIAN CI.. WAKE UP LAR....IF YOU BELIEVE TT WAD
YOUR WIFE TELL YOU TT I MISS YOU IS TRUE..LET ME
TELL YOU, YOU THINK TOO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF...
& I NOE MY STAND..I NOE I WUN WASTE MY TIME &
MEMORY SPACE TO GO AND MISS U NOR THINK OF YOU!!
WHAT A FREAKING WIFE YOU GOT...TEACH HER TO RESPECT LAR..
NOTHING BETTER TO DO...CHILDISH...GET LOST LAR..

* i'm not missing you *

2006-08-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

for some reason, i am happy now after seeing some things..
but for some reasons, i am also not happy...sighs....
i m so disappointed in you...time & agn, u gave tt spark...
& repeatedly, you extinguish it shortly after too..
hais...how u wan me to feel sia...
if u are reading my blog...i hope you noe..this is for you..
sort of addicted to the song "i'm not missing you" by stacie..
yea...i'm not missing you...but whenever i hear this song,
i think of you...damm...i'm missing you...hates*
i conclude tt when one is too close w someone for comfort is not good..

* PRELIMS PRACTICAL *

2006-08-25T19:21:00.000+08:00

ohh gawdd...i am so so so so TIRED!!!
had prelims practical today...it was super no link..
so difficult larr..goodness...& the lab was freaking hot..
gawddd..oh most died of heat in there...
tt ms koh still can happily have a fan blown to herself in front..
hmmm...chemistry was like...dunno wads its toking abt..
den biology was alright larr..managed to do some..
slept halfway during chinese too..but awhile only..
& part of lit lesson too..which was the last 2 periods..
den didnt have chemistry today cos mrs rajah had e EV thingy..
yarr...got back maths & chemistry test paper...
as usual...marks will not be said..hahas...
yea...ohh...we didnt have english lesson today..
and 4c1 class was locked...so we sat out for 1 hr & 10mins..
was toking to cui abt someone..hahas..certainly had fun w her..
her laughter is so contagious..oh gawd....
yea...its exciting to see what u have gotta say & reply me too..
but i am getting bored & sick of it..so shant tok abt it anymore..
takecare peeps (:

* meeting up *

2006-08-24T20:43:00.000+08:00

goanna have prelim practical tml..goshhh...
mmmms....anyways, lessons was alright todae..
except maths & chem...BORING!!
was rumours abt me &.....round deb & clique...gawdd..
its like jus to impossible larr...hahas...
yar...den after school, went to kovan for lunch as usual..
with sherlynn, sarah, me & sis...
waited for tt mel to come..mmms...
den HC & nigel came too!! hahas...its been a long time since i saw HC..
hahas...as cute as ever i must sae...hahas...
den went to popular...shortly after, Don came...yupps..
den ate with the 3 of them agn...
shortly after, we left for maths tuition...
i really did my work todae..gawdd...
do until i so pek chek...so many parts to a qns..
happen to see vanessa & troh...yupp...
so walked to kovan hawker centre tgt for dinner..
tts all...anyway, got back bio test paper todae..
marks shall be disclosed..but i certainly passed it (:

ohh mann, u this **** certainly pushing ur luck too far..
damm u..dun trust?? tts ur f***ing business alright..
wad a w****...WADEVER bytch. i dun give a damm to u too (:

* CHEESE CAKES *

2006-08-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

wheees....i simply love today's lessons lar..
gawdd...so slacking cann...hahas...
had geog in the morning..but ms Goh didnt came in..
so free period..followed by recess...
den 5 periods of FNN..(practical + theory)
and i did CHEESE CAKE for practical..
hahas..it was quite fun thou...hehs...
anyway, while waiting for the cheese cake to set,
we had Mrs Wong to teach us on proteins...
was kinda boring thou..hahas..
den..finally, we check on our cheesey cake..
it was beautifully set & successful..
hahas..so divide our portions equally..
and we taste it.. YUMMY!! -mama.mia-
hahas...den after tt was 2 periods of english..
Ms loh didnt came in..so i slept..hahas..
followed by chapel..last slot of the day..
tts it..for todae's schoold..slacking yea??
i simply love it this way..hahas..

den after tt, trained down to PS..
ate beehoon...den me, Audrey & sis went for tuition..
was kinda early..but were v tired & sick..
so we rest for awhile..den after tuition,
we had dinner & back home..yupps..
tats it peeps.. MISSES to all.. (:

to whoever u noe who u are:
shut ur big mouth up for u have no rights to sae my sis too..
and for goodness sake, i noe i was ur substitute..
but so wad?? i noe my mistake & i regret it..
i wun wan to waste time on taking him from u lar..
cos i feel tt u two make a perfect pair..
u noe, bitch & bastard makes the perfect pair??
tts for u bytch..damm u..and fark off my life too..

* SICK *

2006-08-22T14:31:00.000+08:00

gawddd!!! i m suffering from my flu since ytd..
has been sick since last week?? mmmms....
anyway, was kinda late todae..lols...
reached school at abt 8am...hahas...
the whole journey was hilarious...
woke up late..so didnt managed to catch tt bus...
Janilyn was with us...so we waited awhile..
the bus still not here...therefore, we decided to have breakfast..
hahas..walked to serangoon central...drank milo & ate my bread..
den after tat, we took 315 to school..
sat at bus stop for abt 10mins before walking in..
den we were like hiding behind those plants..
hahas...to prevent the prefects & teachers from see-ing us..
saw tt security guard closing the door soon...
so we ran in..hahas...but...sad to sae...
we cant avoid from the reality we were late...
cos, there was a damm camera facing the gate lar..
so stupid rite?? hahas...so we wrote our names down..
den went up to class...hahas....lessons was fine todae..
PE was funny with ming ming's actions..hahas...
den recess was a hor fun competition between ming & verns..
it was super funny larrs...goshhh..
cuis & me were practically laughing away jus by looking at them..

having chinese tuition later...
shall eat my flu medicine & take a nap first..
bye peeps.. *lovess (:

* English O Level Oral Exam *

2006-08-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...passage & picture was difficult..
picture hardly got anything to sae larr..
conversation was about 1) Exercise and
2) Do you think the society has taken care well of elderly?

well, i guess smiling was a good thing ba...
i smiled...(: the teacher was alright but look stern thou..
tried to rmb wad ms loh taught us...
but sort of forgot some..managed to rmb abt THEME..
mmmms....actually had alot of things to sae de..
tot of it after i ended..hahs..but nvm, its over...
seems to have more confidence in english compared to chinese..
yeapps...and i changed bag with jasmine for a day!! hahas..
so there she goes with my nike bag and me with her puma bag..

wanted to meet swan, but need to go until pasir ris..

so far lar...so didnt in the end...mmmms.....
den meet up with nigel (ah gongg gongg) to take some biology ws...
den meet guihe (baobeii) & calista (couple) at kfc...
yupps...den walked...after tt, meet sis for dinner...
den home..yupss... gawdd..i m really sick!! HELPS...

having flu, sore throat, cough & slight fever.. :(

anyways, i bought a new shorts!! whees....a stripey one!!
hahas...luckily not black stripes..if not like zebra...
its white with blue strips!! nice...LOVESS (:
mama bought it for me for $17...and,
sis bought a 3 quarter pants for $16 too ..
hahas..after tt went ah mah hse...
den head to anchorage for dinner..
ate kfc with aunt family..*yummy*

he is bias. tts all i can sae. while she is a btych. (:

* some shit passer-by *

2006-08-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

gawdd...does it matter to you this simple passer-by if i m a les or a str8??
man...YOU are like a PEST....nth to do ar....
i str8 u wan turn me to be les arr..
i les u wan turn me to be str8 ar..
kuku idert leii...meant to curse & look down on me den jus shoo off..
NOT WELCOMED!! get it??!! GAWDDD...
piece of shitty shit...
wish i had INSECTICIDE den i spray you off to netherland ar..
or better still, DEAD.. instantly dead..
wadever...pollute my blog only...YUCKS...
better clean it real soon..
i m not affected by YOU!! bleahss..

anyway, was on eating spree w sis todae...
dunnoe why eat so much today..
kinda hungry..hmmmms...yupps..

* MOTIVATION *

2006-08-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

ohh myy freakingg gawddd....
someone just motivate me to study pls..
goshhh...its like prelims are coming soon..
den soon after is O levels..
and the best thing is..i haven study a single shit..
ohh heavens..please bless me..
amen. (:

and my throat is turning sore...
sighs..and u noe what??
i am having English O Level Oral Exam on monday..
so best..i need lots of honey water!!

* eyes pain pain *

2006-08-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

my eyes hurts..so itchy...scratch scratch...
guess i need a bottle of eye drop too.. its painful..
hmmm...anyway, I MISS MY BAOBEII!! (Lim Gui He)
MISSES- (:

* Linger song *

2006-08-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure i'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything
And i swore, i swore i would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

Oh, i thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But i was wrongI was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie

Things wouldn't be so confused
And i wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

And i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

And i'm in so deep
You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

You know i'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

the song "Linger" by Cranberries (:

* hmmm.. *

2006-08-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

okiee..got nth much to blog abt todae..yea..
chapel was basicqally one sided lar..wadever..
anyways, had lunch with ser hui, jasmine, & joanna..
yeapp..ate at the nearby coffeeshop..den went home after that..
sort of walked home from serangoon stadium..
stupid weather..so freaking hot can...goshh..
den came home..do some maths..& slept awhile..
mum bought dinner back..tts it..life is boring..

ytdd...had chinese tuition once again..sighs..
lin lao shi was like shocked to esee me back there..
hahas..even more shocked with my damm results..
it was like unexpected to her..yeaa...
before tuition, met baobeii at kovan bowling there...
den waited for Fish, (kns master)..
yar..wanted to play pool...but..the pool place closed down..sadd
so we went to hougang instead..
told them abt the monday morning matter..
tt idert fish laughed till she teared..& cant stand properly..
and my baobeii laugh really loud..sighs..thanks huh..
so paisehh lar..they laugh non-stop..hrmphs..
fish still expected a repetition of tat matter from sis..
and she laughed like there is no tml..in the mrt somemore..
had dinner at hougang mall foodcourt once we reached..
den after tat, they sent me for chinese tuition at stevens..
yea..kinda weird thou..but luckily i m not e only one tt went back..
sat with anthony..suppose to do gong han..but didnt..yeapss..

anyway, swan, this msg is for you.
dun cry anymore okie..ur eyes will really be very puffy if u continue..
yapps..u still have others..thou i noe she is e one & only CHERISH
but yes...she will be back to see you soon again...
cheer up alrightss... i will buy you a bottle of eye drop (:

* super paiseh morning *

2006-08-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

ohh god..ohh god..this morning was super paisehh can..
goshh...the joke of the week...goodness!!
sis & me was waiting for our 317 bus as usual...
den..we saw this bung crossing the road...ITE uniform..
den sis was saying, "jie!! its keith!!"
den i said.."No la..cannot be.."
den she said, "yes, it is!! i bet w you $10"
so i decided to believe her..cos she had her specs on but i dun..
gawdd..i regretted it man!! damm..
so we were looking at that bungg lar..den she saw us looking..
and gave us tt look...den i asked her to cross back to come over..
still thinking that she is keith!! tian ar..
den she came over..still dunnoe its not keith,
i asked her,"where are you going?"
she answered, "to school lor."
tt is when i realised she is not keith!! GAWDD!!!
a bit the SLOW rite..goodness...can go bang wall can..
so i jus asked her, "what's your name?"
and she said, "donald or rather donna" hahas...
wadever..den luckily, bus come ler..so i sae bye to her & faster go up e bus..
GAWDD!!! its freaking maluating can!!
stoopid sister of mine make me throw my face early in the morning..
and we happily laughed throughout the whole morning..esp my sis!!
told frens abt it..walau ehh..joke of the dae lor..
arhhh...the worst thing ever!! so embarrassing..sobs..
anyways, after lessons, we went for english tuition..yupps..

* fireworks!! *

2006-08-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

i jus saw the fireworks only!!
thou part of it only...but, its beautiful (:

yea..den i jus read nicklaus's blog too..
dunnoe how i shld be feeling too...
there seems to be a mixture, blended of feelings..
okiee..i admit there is saddness & a little jealousy..
but..its normal..wadever..maybe everything was jus a dream..
a temporary sweet dream..yupps..shant think so much..
takecare peeps... :]

* someone kill me pls!! *

2006-08-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

OHHH MY FREAKING GAWDDD!!!!
SOMEONE JUS TAKE A KNIFE & STAB ME PLS!!
WHY IN THE WHY WORLD I GOT TAT FREAKING GRADE??!!
ARGHHHS.....WAD A SHITTY GRADE CAN!! DAMM!!

got back my chinese O level results today..wad i can sae is..
HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE, MISERABLE & VEGETABLE!!
arhhhs...feel like killing myself cann...gawddd!!!!
can someone jus tell me why in the why world did i get tt grade..
got to noe my damm results at like 11.50am..after mrs lee talking..
hais..i cant believe wad i saw.. a damm C5 and a Merit for ORAL!!
wad the hell is this??!! OMGG!!! tot would at most get a B3..
but fark..i got a damm C5..look second time as i totally cant believe it..
signed and i immediately started crying like no one was there...
cried cos i got put in a lot of effort in this exam..but..hais...
cried non stop till i end sch..abt 2hrs..gawdd..record breaking..
cry until i so tired..eyes so pain..haiss..sis got an A2 and a Merit!!
and i started crying for her b4 i even take my damm results..
cant believe it rite? same yr..same paper..same tuition..
and we are 3 GRADES APART!! Wth...i dun care...
i am goanna retake..& get a better grade..i promise..

den went to kovan, had lunch..halfway eating..tears started to flow agn..
sighs...still dun understand why i got a freaking C5!! arghhh..
waited for sis to end maths tuition..den trained to hougang..
went steven..but lao shi not there..goanna go back there 4 lessons agn..
sighss...feel so disappointed in myself..cries-
luckily there was people to cheer me up..
thanks swan & the crazy pearlyn..hahas..

anyway, was late for school todae..woke up at 7.30am..
reach at abt 8am..happily stroll into the school..
short run lar..cos got common test..screwed chem & lit test..
and the best thing is our names were not taken down..
and i am watching fireworks from my hse now..
its beautiful..& i suddenly tot of Gfren when i was see-ing it..
MISSES-

* National dae & sch holidae *

2006-08-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

helllooooooo peopleeee (:
hahas...okiess..its a school holidae todae..
so me n sis had breakfast with mame...
den we head to toa payoh to study...
some "kind soul" applied & rubbed salt on my 2 ulcers for me..
hurt like freak lar...gawdd..wan my life or smth...
okiee...smth happen...was pissed...wadever...
den after dinner came home..yupps..
anyway, borrowed a book called, ["hazel, not nut"]..
kinda suit me huh..hahas..yupps..tts all for todae...

shall rewind back to ytd..its Singapore's 41st birthday!!
wheees....okieee...went for breakfast w family in the morning..
den headed to tampiness to auntie ann's house to see uncle ricky..
yupps...den toked...and left about 1hr later...
den went for lunch..and headed home shortly after...
bathed..and then studied awhile...got out in an hrs time...
trained to somerset to meet swan at cine kfc..
two other people were there too.. nice people (:
they were pearlyn(the crazy one) & mich (her gfren)
hahas...both are nice people..den after they ate finish..
we went to Rocky to wait for sisi...goshh..she grown prettier & sexier..
hahas..yupp..den headed down to cuppage to play pool...yupps..
met matthew...played a game w swan..was super restless..hahas..
but she won in the end..obviously lar..yarr...wanted to head down to kallang..
but..sisi said by the time we reach, it will be over...
so, we went back to cine instead..
went to arcade...swan & pearlyn played, mich & me watched..
den slack outside..super windy lar..den make my hair messy..
& then somemore tt idert swan whole day keep blowing air at me..
wad a stupid dumb dumb..
den, was getting bored...so we took a bus down to marina square..
walked..yupps..den after tt went foodcourt to eat..
den they sent me to the mrt..*thanks* i feel honoured..hahas..
den trained to dhoby ghaut to meet sis they all den trained back to serangoon..
den reached home around 11+..slept at abt 12..was really tired..

but overall, i really had fun with you guys!! hahas..nice knowing you two..
you two couple are really funny...lols..yupps..hope to see u all agn..
LOVESS!! (:

* UCLERS HURTS *

2006-08-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

wheees....i m finally home!! hahas...out the whole dae..
goshh..okieees..had national day celebration in school todae...
the marching rox!! gawdd..den had colour awards ceremony..
yupp..den had orange juice & candy floss given by the school..
yeaps..after tat..met my gfren, swan!! hees..got up bus 136...
den sat to kovan..went yun nam w her to find some ppl..
den ate wonton noodles at the hawker..yupps..after tat, we trained to orchard..
walked around aimlessly..was kinda high..but tt dumb swan was so dead la..
jus becos she woke up super early to meet me..not sae v early la..
hahas...okiee...got treated for ice-cream..ate peppermint flavour..
den, went to far east...she showed me where is chippy..yupp..
den around 2, i left for maths tuition...trained back to kovan alone..
how nice..hahas..was really tired & sleepy..half asleep lor..
den after tuition, went to hougang mall..sis wanted to buy food..
& so happen my mr mistress msg me..& she was in hougang mall too!!
hahas...so we met up..had a trip round NTUC..lols..
den after tat gotta leave for grandma hse..so we left first..
yupps...okiee..tml is 41st National Day!! goanna watch fireworks...wheees...
-HUGGS & KISSES- (:

* dotss... *

2006-08-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

HALLO!! hahas...kinda high now...lols...
alrightss...this week is a total slack week..3 daes no sch!!
yays!! ohh wadever..but i am getting back my chinese O level results..
tts really fast & scary can..hais...i pray hard..
give me a damm A1 & a distinction for christ sake..& i will love you for tt..
hahas..okiee..tml is national day celebration..luckily, we stay in our class..
not tt hot..if not can sun tan ler..hahas....
yeapp..anyway, had a CME test todae..it was really DUMB..
gooodness..only 2 qns..one abt suicidal & the other is abt stealing..
den lessons todae was really slacking..yupps...
ate 2 pieces of egg bread for recess...
& only a serving of vegetables for lunch..
cos my stupid 2 ulcers hurts alot..darn..
okiee..den after lessons, went to kovan to eat..
daddy fetched us.. (me, sis, audrey & gene)
aud & gene ate..not us..hahas...
den trained to PS to eat tako balls agn..lols...
this time i was careful not to hurt my mouth agn...
den headed to english tuition..was fun..had oral practice..
ms ho was really drama & funny...yeapss...
den after tt, went to eat dinner...bought dinner back for mummie..
and trained home..dunno why in the why world me & sis walked so fast..
like catching the last train like tat..so retarded..yeapp..
oh yays!! tml i am gg out with my GFREN!! whees..like after so long??
i am see-ing her again?? hahas.. lalala~
LOVESS- (:

* I M TIRED *

2006-08-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

gawdd...i am like almost half asleep now..
damm tired...goshh...zzzzzz...
can u believe it..i actually woke up around 6plus in the morning..
thinking todae is a school dae..freakk..
nvm..went back to sleep..till 8plus..
den iron clothes..den off to serangoon gardens..
went to previous english tuition centre collect some hw..yupps..
the weather is jus so freaking HOTT!! gawdd..
after tat, we took 73 to toa payoh..went to lib as usual..
put down our bags & went to eat our brunch..
came back den studied..yuppps...
i mus say shawn is really pro at playing pool..
gawdd...one by one..the ball went in..
yupps..some updates for my baobeii guihe too..
den dinner with family at amk..nearly got my ear polluted..
this auntie sitting the next table was like talking so damm loudly
like the whole place belongs to her like tt..
and pls..she is not tt young lor..dress until like tt..faints!!
and i seriously need to study!! goodness!! in 2-3 weeks time is PRELIMS!!
Hazel Ng!! slap urself up..dun sleep anymore..
THE BIG THING IS COMING!!
oh wadever...goanna die v soon..tats it..tatas..i think i m goanna sleep soon..
not goanna wait ler..I AM TIRED..& slightly half asleep..yawnss..

* ah lian in maths tuition *

2006-08-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!! hahas..alrights..kinda feeling a little hungry now..
and my back sort of sches..sighs...
as usual did english for chinese periods in the morning..
and hou lao shi was saying us for being lazy
& not taking our studies seriously..
hmmmm...den recess & chemistry practical in the lab..
anyhow mixing the solution here and there..hahas..
den we had maths..gawdd..was really trying v hard to pay attention to her..
yupp..den it was english..okiee...ms loh was angry w us..
for not practicing our english oral when it is so near..
yeapps...den did 12th night for literature...
me & partner was like toking non-stop..hahas..
and i did manicure for deborah with glitter pens..beautiful!!
and after school, went to kovan to eat..
met tt ah gong of mine..& ate w sis, sherlynn, sarah & mel..
yupps..den off to maths tuition..was slightly late..
and there was this ah lian tt came for tuition..goshh!!
the way she called mr teo teacher..it sounds like "cher"..
her voice is loud tt it scared me n sis off..hahas..
super funni..goodness!! but jus cant stand her qian bian face..
oh wadever...i dun give a damm anyway..yupps..
yeah..after that went to eat dinner and home..
toking to my dearest baobeii now..asking me to study hard..
yes i will..i m really trying alrights??

anyways, its the twins 18th birthday..
jus wanna wish you two happy 18th birthday..
you two were once part of my life..an impact to me..
so, i would hope to see you two happy always kae..
jus hope that all ur wishes will come true yea??
study hard alrights..you can do it de..
and trust me, your smiles are charming..
so SMILE more dudes!! you look better!! hahas..
and lastly, do takecare yea...HUGGS (:

anyway, its my uncle birthday too!! happy birthdae 2nd uncle!!

* screwed ss test *

2006-08-03T15:51:00.000+08:00

hey!! jus came home..yupps...was dying of gastric jus now..
but after eating..its better..yeaps...
anyway, i screwed ss test early in e morning..wad a great thing..
hais...can die lar..somehow i wrote the wrong definition of 'transparency'..
damm can..hmmm..nvm..todae was a super dready day..
all double periods der..played volleyball for pe.. my fav.
and after pe..i realised there were small red spots on my wrists area..
cui yun told me its internal bleeding cos i hit e impact too hard ler..
den was talking to sophil during maths..
while she was happily vandalising her hand & fingers..
was like doing some designs on her fingernails using colour pen..hahas..
den ss was like okie..but i dunnoe why i tend to half doze off..
maybe cos mrs lam switched off all the lights..
hahas..yupp..den chem was the last two..hmmm..
took 136 w hannah..ate w sarah & sherlynn..
cos in the end nv meet mr mistress..as she had remedial..
so i went home..hahas..swan gfren misses me!!
& of course i miss her too.. :]
shall meet up really soon okiee?? yeapss..
LOVESS!! (:

* i got followed *

2006-08-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

heys!! ohh great...feel so refreshing after tt jog..
hahas...anyways, waited for sis till 2.45 to finish her MOE survey..
waited so long lar..goshh..almost died of hunger..
hahas..den went kovan to eat..den i came home first..
cos she has maths tuition..yar...took bus 153 back..
got looked & followed by this grp of guys..wth...
felt as if got 6 bodyguards following me..
the way they sae the "excuse me" is like "cuse me"..
want nth..but jus my number..But, i didnt give..lols..
den went home..studied for geog test..den was kinda tired..
so mame asked me to sleep awhile..wake up study agn..
guai sia..hehs..den jogging with aunt..
dinner with mum and back here agn..yupps..
gotta rush my FNN ler!! omgg!! Mrs Nair is goanna kill me alive 4 it..
so be nice and prepare a coffin..hahas..BYE!! :]
LOVESS!!

* i burn my top part of my mouth *

2006-07-31T20:42:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!! jus came back from tuition wor...
yea...anyway, lessons till 2.20pm todae lar..sians..
english was the last 2 periods..joined with 4.4 english class..
hahas..did pronounciation..it was hectic..
hahas..ms loh could hardly cover up our voices..
guess she was kinda upset w our behaviour..
hmm...after that, went to PS to have our lunch..
me, sis & audrey..we ate tako balls..
gawdd!! its so damm hot lar...den in the end,
i hurt my top part of the mouth..
so pain can..up till now!! goshh..its numb...
haiss...so pain can..nvm..den we went for our new english tuition..
the teacher is superr cute..hahas...yea..
the class onlyh contain 8 people..
yupps...so we did vocab..so chim can..
den a few compre qns..yupps...
den after tuition, we went to PS foodcourt to eat..
had my mini steamboat of fish soup as usual..
yarrr...den trained home..while walking back..
sis got a burping session..hahas..it was super hilarious..
hahas..she went burp burp burp so many times larr..
goodness!! and she nearly scare a lady with her burping in the lift..
hahas..pengs sia..guess she was feeling unwell bah..
oh yesh!! for once baobeii msg me to sae tt she misses me lots..
lols..we'll meet up soon alright?? i miss you too!!
wonder wads is ur hairstyle now..hope it wun give me a heart attack..
and also..tt mr mistress of mine is getting super BHB..
keeps claiming that i am jealous..faints..hahas..
takecare peeps (:

* pool with audrey is so fun *

2006-07-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

woke up at like 7.30am this morning..tiredd..
den went for english tuition as usual...
but todae is our last tuition..kinda funny thou...
yeahh..anyway, did on speech during english tuition..
after tat..took a bus to serangoon mrt station..
met audrey...and we trained to clarke quay..
wanted to solve my mp3 problem..in the end..nv open!!
damm store...make us walk under the big hot sun for nth..
nvm..so we left and trained back to dhoby ghaut...
went to singapore shopping centre to pay our new english tuition fees..
the teacher is kinda humourous...hahas...
think its goanna be fun studying there...hees...
yupp..after tt..we played...audrey damm funny lar...
goshh..there goes the bouncing ball...
den...we trained to toa payoh..went library to study...till 7+..
and yupp..tats abt it...the end..hahas...

anyway mr mistress, dun sadd le larr...
got mistress here kaes...cheer up!! (:
LOVESS`

* i m going crazy!! *

2006-07-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

yeahh..okiee...has english compo test todae...did abt "computerisation"
yeahh..so i went blah blah blah blah.. wrote quite alot..
yes..after school went to com lab do some MOE survey...
slightly dumb and wasting time thou..but nvm..
b4 that, we were super irritated w the com lab person..
arghhh...wadever...think he is so great...
studying ss now...& i m seriously going CRAZY!!
goshhh...feel so irritated w the stupid humid weather..
damm it...i need to go to the beach badly!!
scream out everything!!! arhhhhhss...HELPS!!
prelims are near!! one month time!! gawdd!!
someone pls save me...and i will thank u for tat..

* sis goanna have a bloggie *

2006-07-27T20:41:00.000+08:00

yeahh..was actually not planning to come online..
but i dunno why i m still here..hahas...nvm...
i think me & sis are mad..we are like only 30cm away..
& we are talking to each other thru msn..
hahas...wad crap sia...deciding on her blogskin..
still deciding to help sis w her blog not..hmmms...
i shall be nice...heh...anyway, lessons was quite okie todae..
hmmm...mrs lam is super dramatic..goshh...
but her ss lesson is fun..lots of laughter..yupps..
learnt abt the country venice...goshh...make me wanna go there..
hahas..the only transport is thru water...its a flooding city..hahas..
chem was boring...guess teacher was having her pre-mensutral syndrome..
was like talking stuffs that all of us dun understand..hahas..heck care..
after school went to kovan w sis..ate lunch den come home le..
was super tired...so..i slept..hee..yupp..
went for jogging jus now too..tats it..tatas.. (:
bye peeps...oh yah..my knee is super awful looking now..sobs..